My Church Crush

This is based off of a true story of me and my church crush and how he pulled me out of a dark hole without talking to me, just existing :) Some chapters include past events and present events that happened the other day or today.
Contains/⚠TWs⚠: Self-Harm, Anxiety and panic attacks, suicidal thoughts and attempts, Eating Disorder, Anorexia, insecurity, and hating on Taylor Swift. If you are sensitive to any of these things, I suggest you don't read this story. They come up a lot but I will put TWs when any one of these do. This story is told in my POV and not the Crush's POV. I will be using fake names for me and my crush's sake and privacy. I'll probably update when something happens between us lol. Enjoy!!