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Theories of Unbalanced Forces and Black Holes

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Alouette Strauss was diagnosed with schizophrenia after her mother's death. The aftermath: moving to London and being involved in a bus accident. Almost giving up on a normal life she left at Japan, she meets Claude Redmond, an eccentric aspiring pianist.

Years after that fateful day, Alouette miraculously meets Claude in Stresseman University. Together, they encounter a weird writer, a genius gamer and a virtuoso violinist which forms the Eccentricity Brigade; known for discovering mysteries and blowing up toilets; facing all difficulties university life has to offer. But not all problems have simple solutions and as Alouette hangs on to what sanity she has left, she finds herself breaking; experiencing the horrors of schizophrenia and the problems of youth.   

Could a series of oil paint and adventures of mischief bring back the reality she once lost?All Rights Reserved

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Marko is a young artist, who strains himself more and more each day against the sensation that time is hastening at a velocity which threatens to crack apart his sanity, and drag him to depths where the rapid crawl of anxiety will dismantle what little control he still has over his fractured self. He pushes his way through life as a construction worker, and in his free time engages with bleak crowds and lowly individuals, despite knowing that his calling lies in the dark shrouds of artistic greatness. His own denial of his declining mental state, coupled with drug-use and misdirection, drag him deeper and deeper into the treacherous abyss of his own mind, where he thrashes against a newly emergent form of himself; an obscure entity which seems to be erupting forth as some sort of retaliatory response against the stressors that are seizing hold of his life. Marko develops sense of unfamiliarity towards himself, existence, and time itself. As an artist, his work begins to take on increasingly more chilling themes and methods, his failing mental health yielding to cataclysmic chains of events and warped forms of poisoned reality. It isn't long before this new entity that has been locked within the shrouds of his dreamy mind begins to take tangible form.

PSYCHO by EshaMelanin

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Dirty Little Secret (Joker) *CURRENTLY ON HOLD* by Whatsername0904

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Reasons by KristalKlearSky

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Greeting Insanity by total-spazzoid

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Infectious Obsession by CarmenJohnson599

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MOSAIC

Marko is a young artist, who strains himself more and more each day against the sensation that time is hastening at a velocity which threatens to crack apart his sanity, and drag him to depths where the rapid crawl of anxiety will dismantle what little control he still has over his fractured self. He pushes his way through life as a construction worker, and in his free time engages with bleak crowds and lowly individuals, despite knowing that his calling lies in the dark shrouds of artistic greatness. His own denial of his declining mental state, coupled with drug-use and misdirection, drag him deeper and deeper into the treacherous abyss of his own mind, where he thrashes against a newly emergent form of himself; an obscure entity which seems to be erupting forth as some sort of retaliatory response against the stressors that are seizing hold of his life. Marko develops sense of unfamiliarity towards himself, existence, and time itself. As an artist, his work begins to take on increasingly more chilling themes and methods, his failing mental health yielding to cataclysmic chains of events and warped forms of poisoned reality. It isn't long before this new entity that has been locked within the shrouds of his dreamy mind begins to take tangible form.