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Theories of Unbalanced Forces and Black Holes

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Alouette Strauss was diagnosed with schizophrenia after her mother's death. The aftermath: moving to London and being involved in a bus accident. Almost giving up on a normal life she left at Japan, she meets Claude Redmond, an eccentric aspiring pianist.

Years after that fateful day, Alouette miraculously meets Claude in Stresseman University. Together, they encounter a weird writer, a genius gamer and a virtuoso violinist which forms the Eccentricity Brigade; known for discovering mysteries and blowing up toilets; facing all difficulties university life has to offer. But not all problems have simple solutions and as Alouette hangs on to what sanity she has left, she finds herself breaking; experiencing the horrors of schizophrenia and the problems of youth.   

Could a series of oil paint and adventures of mischief bring back the reality she once lost?All Rights Reserved

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Broken Inside

Before she became a model, Alex Smith went through a hard life. But you know what is harder? Relationships. First, there was Jesse, her peer model. Jesse was her first everything. Then, there was Zack, the artist. Hot in bed but trouble from the beginning. After that came Andy, the single father. He seemed safe but in the end, the past caught up. And then she met Paul, the most eligible widower in Britain. He brought with him a whole new list of challenges. Will Alex ever find her happy ending? Or will she remain broken inside? Lots of mature content. You have been warned. From Chapter "The Lovers Reunited" Zack slowly pushed aside her hair and she felt his warm breath on her neck before she felt his lips. He moved his lips along her neck and kissed the back of her ear, sending tingles down her spine. He bit her earlobe lightly and a soft moan escaped her lips. She quickly bit her lips to stifle the sound. Zack buried his nose in her hair. "I've missed you so much," he said to her in a low voice. Alex exhaled and tried to fight all her natural instincts. She had a strain of self-control left and she was holding on to it with her life.