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Their untold secrets

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Reads 1,414
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Parts 16
Time 2h 53m

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We write letters to ourselves as a way of comfort and closure. They both have many untold secrets... the feelings, they wish they could convey to each other, and the secrets they wish they could keep hidden. 
Will it come to the light or stay in the dark?


A book about Dazai's day, life, and innermost thoughts. 

Asking himself the unsaid questions, the questions he doesn't know how to answer himself. 

The emotions he wishes to feel, but doubts he ever could. 

Chuuya? How did the brunettes departure affect him? 
How did he learn to cope? And who did he blame?

{There will be journal entries in this book. Both dazai and Chuuya's feelings and perspectives out on paper}

(this story contains angst, and the normal dazai stuff like talks about suicide, attempts, substance abuse, boyxboy, Soukoku, self harm. There will have several journal entries, but also have an actual story to go along with it.)


/01-21-25/ #33 dazaiosamu
/02-27-25/ #2 dazaiangst 
/06-09-25/ #48 SoukokuangstAll Rights Reserved

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Emotions [Dazai x Reader] ✓ by AnAlienFromJupiter

"Never play with the feelings of others because you may win the game, but the risk is that you surely lose the person for a lifetime." Love is as complicated as it gets. It can be found in the most unexpected of places and manifest before we ourselves realise it. And it seems no different when [Y/N] experiences this herself. But the complications of love are hardly ever mentioned, and when they are, those already victims of love are way too deep into it to have salvation. 🅲🅾🅼🅿🅻🅴🆃🅴🅳: 08 / 02 / 2021 🅷🅸🅶🅷🅴🆂🆃 🆁🅰🅽🅺🅸🅽🅶: bsd #124 bungo #1 portmafia #65 dazai #114 osamudazai #35 dazaiosamu #5 dazaixreader #12 dazaiosamuxreader #13 [I do not own Bungou Stray Dogs or its characters, nor do I own the photo used for the cover, and this story has been heavily based on an original by @dazaiuu] [Dazai x fem! Reader - She/her pronouns will be used]

Parted Entanglement { ② } by heathereo

'''Can you... can you not look ?'' Chuuya was shocked at his words. He didn't realize that taking his body meant that he could see whatever's underneath, when the bandages wouldn't be there to hide them. What if Soukoku had their body switched for a week ? What if Dazai was forced to use Corruption when Chuuya wasn't there ? Will he make it ? ✨ 17 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ⚠️ Scars ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Violence 🗞️ No. 6 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 16 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 24 in #dazaiosamu 🗞️ No. 41 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 40 in #nakaharachuuya 🗞️ No. 81 in #bungostraydogs 🗞️ No. 84 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 99 in #dazaixchuuya 🎨 Cover Art Credit : aka3kan (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : krgr_78 (Twitter)

College Roommates (soukoku fanfic) by 111yipppeee

Dazai and Chuuya were best friends in high school for 2 years they started dating the second year of high school for 2 months. But they broke up because Chuuya wasn't in love with him. After they broke up Dazai moved away and they haven't been in contact since. But what if they both ended up in the same college and became roommates. As time went by they both started falling in love. But life isn't all sunshine and roses both have issues they have to face. These characters aren't mine they are all from Bungo Stray dogs in the anime. There will be some OC off mine None of the fanart is mine so credit the artists who made them Warning this book contains Smutt, Angst, Depression, Self harm, Swearing, Smoking actions, Abuse and alcohol. If these topics make you uncomfortable i will put TW warnings<3 Enjoy my gay book <3 Started: 26 January 2024 Fineshed: 23 April 2024

Bruised, Not Broken ( a soukoku fanfic ) by Crystalkatsuka

After years of silent endurance under Mori's thumb, Dazai Osamu finally breaks. Wounded, overstimulated, and unable to speak, he shows up at Chuuya's door in the dead of night - not as a Mafia executive, but as a shattered boy who doesn't know how to ask for help. Chuuya, still tethered to him by something deeper than he'll admit, takes him in without question. What begins as a night of tending wounds slowly unravels into something far more fragile: trust. As Dazai recovers in secret, hidden from Mori's reach, the two rediscover each other in the quiet. Trauma leaves its mark - in broken speech, haunted silence, and the missing eye Dazai refuses to explain - but Chuuya refuses to let him fall back into darkness. Even when Dazai proposes marriage in the middle of a breakdown, even when grief and guilt threaten to drown them both, Chuuya stays. Together, they plan their escape - from the Mafia, from their past, from a city that never let them breathe. With Ango's help, they fake their deaths and disappear into a life neither of them believed they could ever deserve. A life with a home. A shared bed. A bath filled with lavender oil. A prosthetic eye that lets Dazai be seen without being dissected. And for the first time in years, they begin to learn what safety feels like. But healing is never easy. And love, no matter how deep, doesn't erase the scars overnight. This is a story of survival. Of choosing each other. Of saying stay and meaning it. And of two broken souls building something whole in the quiet. So what would happen if both joined the ada? And what would happen if Mori demands Dazai back after the prison arc?

Nothing but a Monster by Moli_Hua

Chuuya struggles to convince himself he's human and it becomes more increasingly difficult, especially with Arahabaki spilling poison in his mind. Dazai defects from the Mafia and Chuuya remains behind to deal with the aftermath. ⚠️TRIGGER WARNING!!⚠️ Suicidal thoughts Self-harm Suicide attempt Best ranks: #2 Soukoku #2 Angst #1 Chuuya

Angst/Comfort Oneshots - Soukoku by FuckItIveHadEnough

This is a oneshot collection filled with angst and comfort. And I don't mean angst and comfort separately, nope. What I mean is surely there will be angst, but that would be followed by comfort. Each chapter stands on its own, exploring different moments, emotions, and timelines. From heartbreak to healing, from silence to solace; these stories aim to break you, then gently put you back together. Unlike my previous collections, this book doesn't follow a fixed timeline. Every chapter exists in its own universe, and any relevant context will be noted at the beginning of each one. Whether it's a quiet night after the storm or a hand reaching out in the dark; this is where the pain lingers, and comfort quietly follows.

Now I'm changed {soukoku} by Imabakuhoe

After Dostoyevesky's death having Dazai nearly witnessing the death of all of his friends, he finally has an actual change in heart. Despite that, he's plagued with horrid nightmares of everyone dying and all because of him. As always he can't seem to get away from Chuuya either with him being the focal point of every nightmare and it did have an impact on him. Dazai realises he in fact holds strong feelings for the short ginger man. Naturally, of course when one side of double black changes so does the other. All this while trying to deal with 7 missing people and 6 missing families is a lot to juggle. 𝒯𝓇𝒾𝑔𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 - mentions of suicide - graphic depiction of suicide - mentions of self harm - mentions of death -swearing, mentions of alcoholism - alcohol - smut - graphic imagery

Corrupted Love - #Soukoku by seroscookies

Synopsis: It has been years since Dazai felt the need to help Chuuya out, but now that Chuuya was stuck in Poe's novel it only made Dazai feel things he wasn't aware of. Will Dazai and his big-brain figure out how to bring Chuuya back from that endless prison? And what is going to happen with the two of them once everything goes back to normal? The story takes place after season 3 (no spoilers from the manga) It's all my own headcanons of what happens after season 3. CAUTION: The story will have a lot of mature content and slightly triggering aspects. The things that are being dealt with are anxiety, death, self-harm, depression, foul language, and sexual content. Sensitive readers are advised to read at their own risk :) Thank you and please enjoy this ride!

Parted Entanglement { ③ } by heathereo

''It... it wasn't you...'' That was the worst way possible to break the truth to him. On a job in Hiroshima, Chuuya was drunk. He had a one-night-stand with a guy at the hotel, whom he didn't know. He wanted to confess and apologize to Dazai, but he didn't have the courage to do that because he didn't want to lose everything that they had. But at the end, he failed to cover it up. And right when he thought things couldn't get any worse, they just kept worsening. ✨ 18 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ⚠️ Sex ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Self harm ⚠️ Character death 🗞️ No. 1 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 5 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 8 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 12 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 72 in #nakaharachuuya 🎨 Cover Art Credit : rokkyun1 (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*

Parted Entanglement { ① } by heathereo

''You used yourself as bait .'' Dazai couldn't see the problem here. What's the shorty upset about ? ''You could've died YOU IDIOT !'' Chuuya snapped as if he could read the question that was on the brunet's mind seconds ago. The next morning, Dazai was going to intrude Chuuya's room and aggressively pull him out of his slumber. But his room was empty. He wasn't in Mori's office, he wasn't answering his phone, he wasn't lying drunk anywhere near the bar. Where was he ? What happened ? Was he in danger ? ✨ 16 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ⚠️ Torture ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Self harm 🗞️ No. 1 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 1 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #nakaharachuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #chuuya 🗞️ No. 4 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 12 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 25 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 69 in #dazaiosamu 🎨 Cover Art Credit : pooooochi0429 (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*

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Emotions [Dazai x Reader] ✓ cover

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Bruised, Not Broken ( a soukoku fanfic ) cover

Nothing but a Monster cover

Angst/Comfort Oneshots - Soukoku cover

Now I'm changed {soukoku} cover

Corrupted Love - #Soukoku cover

Parted Entanglement { ③ } cover

Parted Entanglement { ① } cover

Emotions [Dazai x Reader] ✓

"Never play with the feelings of others because you may win the game, but the risk is that you surely lose the person for a lifetime." Love is as complicated as it gets. It can be found in the most unexpected of places and manifest before we ourselves realise it. And it seems no different when [Y/N] experiences this herself. But the complications of love are hardly ever mentioned, and when they are, those already victims of love are way too deep into it to have salvation. 🅲🅾🅼🅿🅻🅴🆃🅴🅳: 08 / 02 / 2021 🅷🅸🅶🅷🅴🆂🆃 🆁🅰🅽🅺🅸🅽🅶: bsd #124 bungo #1 portmafia #65 dazai #114 osamudazai #35 dazaiosamu #5 dazaixreader #12 dazaiosamuxreader #13 [I do not own Bungou Stray Dogs or its characters, nor do I own the photo used for the cover, and this story has been heavily based on an original by @dazaiuu] [Dazai x fem! Reader - She/her pronouns will be used]