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Fading out

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Living in a home with parents who forget he exists and an estranged brother seems like the perfect situation for Henry to slowly fade into the background and go completely unnoticed. But what happens when Henry's plan suddenly runs into an obstacle in the shape of a new family and their very persistent son that just moved across , who, for some reason, has taken a liking to Henry. 

Will Alex manage to show Henry that he doesn't have to only be a background character in his own story or will he have to watch as Henry spirals even further into nothingness.


Trigger warnings: This story will heavily deal with mental health issues, anxiety, panic attacks, self harm, mentions of suicide attempts & suicidal ideationAll Rights Reserved

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Could it be love! by Ali-Panda

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How To Stay Afloat (BxB) by OsoraZ

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He Says He's Just A Friend by jms777

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Killing Swans by hannaZhrb

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Out of reasons (Boy × Boy) ✔ by sweetcaressesofmay

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