Me... and anxiety
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Last published Sat, May 4, 2024
This is not the usual story. This is just... me.I still haven't found the time to go back to my usual routine but I guess I still needed an outlet like this.
Love lots,
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"𝙷𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚘? 𝚆𝚑𝚘'𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜?" "Wʜᴏ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ?" "𝚄𝚑𝚖, 𝙸 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠?" "Tᴀᴋᴇ ᴀ ɢᴜᴇss." 𝖳𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝖼𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗆 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗅𝗂𝗍𝗒, 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝗍𝗎𝗋𝗇𝗂𝗈𝗅𝗈 𝗍𝗋𝗂𝗉𝗅𝖾𝗍𝗌 𝖿𝗈𝗋𝗀𝖾𝖽 𝗂𝗇𝗍𝗈 𝗂𝗍. 𝖯𝗋𝖾𝗍𝗍𝗒 𝗌𝗎𝗋𝖾 𝖨'𝗅𝗅 𝗆𝖺𝗄𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝖺 𝖬.𝖲. 𝗌𝗍𝗈𝗋𝗒 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖿𝗎𝗇 𝗈𝖿 𝗂𝗍. 𝖨 𝖽𝗈𝗇'𝗍 𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝗒𝖾𝗍. Thanks for 1k that's actually fucking crazy<3Complete
Live Outside
*COMPLETED* Over the years, I'd written many pieces of writing, and shared barely a fraction of them here. As of 2022, I found myself back here again, and in dire need of somewhere to write, and somewhere to share it. This is a collection of poems covering various states of emotion throughout a journey of healing, along with a few of my best from years before. I hope you all enjoy the journey I took through writing all of this.Complete
Amore.
This is a series of short stories, poems and thoughts I've written over the years, compiled into this collection. Most of these were written years ago. Some I've written as early as this year (2025). The purpose of this volume is to feel. Feel everything as though you are the main character experiencing each emotion expressed through my writing. These are written through my perspective as a woman, but please let this resonate with you regardless of your identity. Please vote, comment, like and share. Thank you! - nhiamareComplete
𝗔𝗟𝗟 𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗘, 𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗍 𝗌𝗍𝗎𝗋𝗇𝗂𝗈𝗅𝗈 (𝗢𝗡 𝗛𝗢𝗟𝗗)
❛ kameron, why can't you understand that i never stopped loving you? ❜ ❛ maybe because you broke my fucking heart, matt. ❜ 𝗜𝗡 𝗪𝗛𝗜𝗖𝗛 . . . 𝗺𝗮𝘁𝘁 𝘀𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗼𝗹𝗼 𝖾𝗇𝖽𝖾𝖽 𝗎𝗉 𝖻𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗸𝗮𝗺𝗲𝗿𝗼𝗻 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗮𝗺𝘀' 𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗍 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗅𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝗋𝗎𝗇, 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗁𝖾 𝗍𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗌 𝗍𝗈 𝗋𝖾𝗄𝗂𝗇𝖽𝗅𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗂𝗋 𝖻𝗋𝗈𝗄𝖾𝗇 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗉 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗁𝖾 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗅𝗂𝗓𝖾𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗂𝗌 𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝗁𝖾 𝗇𝖾𝖾𝖽𝗌. ♫︎ ❝𝗂 𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗂'𝗏𝖾 𝖻𝖾𝖾𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗌𝗍, 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗂'𝗅𝗅 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖻𝖾𝗍𝗍𝖾𝗋.❞ ♫︎ 𖦹☆!🧸 𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗍 𝗌𝗍𝗎𝗋𝗇𝗂𝗈𝗅𝗈 𝗑 𝖿𝖾𝗆!𝗈𝖼 𝗂𝗇𝖼𝗅𝗎𝖽𝖾𝗌 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾 𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗋𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗆𝖾𝗌 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗌𝗍𝗋𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝗅𝖺𝗇𝗀𝗎𝖺𝗀𝖾. 𝖺𝖻𝗌𝗈𝗅𝗎𝗍𝖾𝗅𝗒 𝗻𝗼 𝗌𝗆𝗎𝗍. 𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗋𝗍𝖾𝖽 . . . 3.08.23 𝗉𝗎𝖻𝗅𝗂𝗌𝗁𝖾𝖽 . . . 4.05.23 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗉𝗅𝖾𝗍𝖾𝖽 . . . 𝗧𝗕𝗗 𝗖𝗢𝗣𝗬𝗥𝗜𝗚𝗛𝗧 - ysblcver 2023
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𝘔𝘢𝘵𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘉𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘳 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘮𝘪𝘦𝘴. 𝘔𝘰𝘴𝘵𝘭𝘺. 𝘉𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘪𝘥𝘥𝘭𝘦 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭, 𝘵𝘰𝘵𝘢𝘭 𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭. 𝘉𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘔𝘢𝘵𝘵 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳, 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥-𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘱. 𝘏𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘹𝘩𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨. 𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘦𝘹𝘩𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘴 𝘉𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘳 𝘵𝘳𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘪𝘨𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘦𝘹𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘔𝘢𝘵𝘵. 𝘖𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘪𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘨? 𝘈 𝘤𝘦𝘳𝘵𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘩𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘰𝘺 𝘮𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵. No smut, duh. No cheating or weird home wrecker plot Edit: btw I wrote this very long time ago now, so writing is bad, plot points are stupid, and some of them are just mixed up. Read at your own risk I guessComplete
Medicine
Cutting open my heart to pour out how I feel. It comes down in floods of blood as words scatter on the floor in a jumbled mess or a pathetic attempt to explain my feelings. A book filled with all of my poetry. Enjoy the somewhat dark and somewhat light hearted rhyming poems that I have written.Complete
𝙈 𝙔 𝙇 𝙊 𝙑 𝙀 𝙍 - ( 𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚝 𝚜𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚘𝚕𝚘 )
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Hurt Beyond Repair.
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"𝙷𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚘? 𝚆𝚑𝚘'𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜?" "Wʜᴏ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ?" "𝚄𝚑𝚖, 𝙸 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠?" "Tᴀᴋᴇ ᴀ ɢᴜᴇss." 𝖳𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝖼𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗆 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗅𝗂𝗍𝗒, 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝗍𝗎𝗋𝗇𝗂𝗈𝗅𝗈 𝗍𝗋𝗂𝗉𝗅𝖾𝗍𝗌 𝖿𝗈𝗋𝗀𝖾𝖽 𝗂𝗇𝗍𝗈 𝗂𝗍. 𝖯𝗋𝖾𝗍𝗍𝗒 𝗌𝗎𝗋𝖾 𝖨'𝗅𝗅 𝗆𝖺𝗄𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝖺 𝖬.𝖲. 𝗌𝗍𝗈𝗋𝗒 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖿𝗎𝗇 𝗈𝖿 𝗂𝗍. 𝖨 𝖽𝗈𝗇'𝗍 𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝗒𝖾𝗍. Thanks for 1k that's actually fucking crazy<3
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