Abandoned by everyone. "unloved." What use is the Enlightenment that is so preached, when all I do, hoping for reprieve. is excluded from the Deliverance of Sin? What use is my dream, when one must submit her free will entirely to achieve it, only to feel emptiness at the end? Unloved by all? The engulfing embrace of despair, the tempestuous tides. I no longer wish to fight against them.