A fresh new start is what she's looking for. Somewhere she feels safe, somewhere she feels needed, somewhere like home. Loren Brooks was wronged almost her whole life. When that man who ruined her life was finally put out, her mother made sure she'll live a life she was supposed to live. From the beginning, she was long gone. But she could never yell it out. It's not long until her mother finds a new lover, gets married, and moves into their new home. She knows her mother deserves this happiness after many years of nothing more than pain. Even when she can't let go of the past, she'll pretend she did. Her new life is different. But her thoughts will never change. She'll always let herself get lost in the thought that destroys her the most. But he'll always pull her out of it.