Ambivalence (On Hold)
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"I HATE YOU"
"And it kills me, that I can never stop loving you"
How had they gotten so close? The fire of rage, hurt, love and longing, burning in their tear stricken eyes. The tips of their noses brushing against each other's. They were waiting for the other to accept defeat; to walk away. Waiting to be left alone, like always.
Or waiting, to finally succumb to their heart's deepest desires.
~*~
What happens when two tortured souls, who have lost that spark for life embark on an unknown but beautiful journey, together?
What happens when two individuals who were once different versions of themselves show each other the most vulnerable parts of their heart?
Peep in to see if Abhimanyu and Akshara will finally find the light they've shied away from.
And if, in these tangled web of emotions, they find their way to each other.
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