I am now in this chapter, I am happy that we survived in our darkness, the darkness that I made. But I am wholeheartedly willing to change it. I am the cause and I am also the cause to make it new. I don't know what will happen, but in this chapter I will be better and be brave enough for the goods of everyone-especially for my baby, my Eashana, my Shan, my girl and my world.