Black Hour

As a human being, we do lots of stupid shit which we are never proud of.
which we hide from everybody else because people have managed to create a stigma against negative emotion. 'If you feel anger, sadness or jealousy, you are worse than the big bad wolf and you don't deserve anything'. Whereas it's totally opposite, if being happy is okay so should be sadness. It okay to come out as a bad person in someone's life because it's exhausting to be good in everyone's life. Sometimes people deserve rainbows and sometimes they deserve hail storms and hurricane.
For ex. when we tell people it's jealousy, it's not just green. It's a feeling making us feel worthless.
I have witnessed it with my own soul. It honestly sucks making us feel nobody understands us.
I hope these poems don't make you feel lonely as much as you did before reading them.
I know what it feels like to be crushed and smothered and I feel like you know it too.
And if you want to talk or something, I am here<3