|| TRIGGER WARNINGS: Abuse, rape, sexual assault/abuse, suicide, self harm, starvation, disordered eating, drugs, alcohol, delusions, hallucinations, dissociation, depersonalization, derealisation. || Dazai was never taught the things he needs to know, people never believed him to be capable of understanding, seeing him as nothing but a demon. He doesn't understand, doesn't try to. He just accepts what people see him as and lives how they want him to: locked away and starved of strength. But some people have use for such things as demons. Especially when the demon is just a hurt child.