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Lost

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Reads 52,919
Votes 3,688
Parts 64
Time 27h 55m

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"[...] it's like I'm sabotaging myself, like I want to stop myself from being happy, like I'm no longer allowed to be happy. A way to atone for my guilt."

Hyunjin after years of loneliness, fear and angst, decides to do something for himself for once. Thanks to his decision, he will meet a certain someone, someone who eventually will be able to make Hyunjin find everything he lost, to face his anxieties and take back his life.

Minho is a control freak. He doesn't know empathy, he doesn't know affection, he doesn't know love. He only knows what doesn't make him appear weak. The top, the dominator par excellence. But are these feelings really weaknesses? The control he craves so much has so many shades, and Hyunjin is going to show him all.

This is a Hyunho story in which two broken souls collide, each with their own scars, and after a rather stormy start, will be able to heal each other.

#1 in BSDM (December 2nd, 2024)

Started: 19th of February 2024
Ended: -All Rights Reserved

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sex therapy || chanlix by namjoonsstudent2

"have you ever even touched yourself?" - b.c. "...i'm just an inexperienced virgin." - l.f. a/n desc; lee felix's agitation against his insecurities, made him unable to satisfy his girlfriend in their relationship. the grief ultimately led him to take up sessions of therapy so he could provide his best for his girlfriend. what happens when the oblivious male catches feelings in the state of misconception? will bang chan, his sex therapist, figure out why Felix's demeanor brought him weak to his knees? or will he too, push away these uncertain feelings in the fear of commitment? rankings; #1 chanlix 18-04-2022 #1 bangchan 05-11-2021 #5 skz 12-11-2021 started: 09-09-2021 ended: 09-04-2022

Sacrifice (Hyunlix) by felixcangodeep

Hyunjin pov How will you feel when someone you loved dearly will give up on you so easily? That person is most important to you but your not the most important to them as you thought. let me tell you, It hurts like the hell itself. But still you can't blame that person, because that's how it's going end. We can't change this fate. 'All's well that ends well' they say? bullshit. Everything is going wrong here. Nothing is ending well! It wasn't supposed to be this way. One by one everything is falling apart... "I miss felix....I miss yeji.... I miss how Minho and I used to be.. now everything changed, nothing is the same. Nothing is happy anymore. It ended happily but now I'm losing everything.. It's like a triple kill i freaking lost my love, my best friend, my sister at one go" #hyunlix *warnings* abuse gay sex accident depression Child abuse Violence

safe in your arms - hyunlix by Felixramenn

[COMPLETED] In which Felix is depressed because of his childhood trauma. He thought his life wasn't worth to save. But then the cold popular guy notices him and something changes. What will happen? ❗️INCLUDES❗️ abuse self harm panic attacks demons/voices homophobia sexual harassment suicide attempt depression angst makeouts woojin being mean If there is wrong grammar in this story, then it's probably because I haven't edited it yet or I'm just bad at english grammar since it's not my native language. #1 hwanghyunjin - 6/10- 2021 #1 skzfanfic - 8/1- 2022 #7 leefelix - 5/5 - 2021 (#5 - 23/10 - 2022) #1 skzff - 23/8 - 2021 #1 straykidsfanfic - 4/8 - 2021 #8 hyunlix- 25/8 - 2021 #6 skz - 2/12 - 2021 #4 skzfanfiction - 20/3 - 2022 #2 stay - 12/5 - 2022 [started: 3/8- 2021] [ended: 8/7- 2021] If I've written sum weird or unacceptable stuff in here I apologize. I was immature while writing this and I'm too lazy to fix it. EDIT⚠️⚠️⚠️ this is so cringe I'm sorry if I've traumatized you guys...

Alone {𝕄𝕀ℕ𝕊𝕌ℕ𝔾} by stanxtalent

BLACK LIVES MATTER ~#~#~#~#~#~ ℙ𝔸ℝ𝕋 𝕆𝔽 𝕋ℍ𝔼 ℂ𝕃𝕀ℂℍÉ 𝕊𝔼ℝ𝕀𝔼𝕊 ~#~#~#~#~#~ ℍ𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕖𝕝𝕝 𝕙𝕚𝕞 𝕚𝕥 𝕨𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕 𝕓𝕖 𝕗𝕚𝕟𝕖; 𝕥𝕠 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕤𝕦𝕣𝕖 𝕙𝕚𝕞 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕦𝕟𝕟𝕖𝕝 𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕘𝕠𝕖𝕤 𝕠𝕟 𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣. 𝕋𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕞𝕒𝕪𝕓𝕖 𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕𝕟'𝕥 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕣𝕒𝕧𝕖𝕝 𝕚𝕥 𝕒𝕝𝕠𝕟𝕖. Lee Minho cannot remember the last time he felt loved. Ostracized at school, ignored at home... it does not help the internal struggle he fights day in and day out, and the heavy feelings that cloud his heart. Sometimes he thinks it would be better to just give up, to let the darkness swallow him whole. But then he meets Han Jisung, his brother's best friend -- and he finds a little light. ~#~#~#~#~#~ ℍ𝕀𝔾ℍ𝕊ℂℍ𝕆𝕆𝕝!𝔸𝕌 ~#~#~#~#~#~ {2018/09/16} - {2019/02/28} HIGHEST RANKING: #1 in straykids {2019/02/06} WORD COUNT: 64,662 ~#~#~#~#~#~ WARNING! Mentions of depression, self-harm/suicide and homophobia

Loving You is A Losing Game || 2min & Minsung✔ by bangtanslostslipper

"So you're telling me all this time you had no feelings for me? Are you fucking kidding me?" "Seeing the affect I had on you drove me crazy to ruin you more." A story where Minho pretends to love Seungmin who has nothing but pure affection for the elder only for that to get crushed by the elder himself. ... "But I've always loved you hyung. Not for a moment did I stop loving you." A story where Jisung loves Minho more than anything yet destiny forces them to part ways, repeatedly. Who will Minho choose? Main ships: Minsung 2MIN Seungjin ⚠️Warning⚠️: Contains self-harm, mention of suicide, Smut

𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 - 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐆 by KISSYLINO

[COMPLETED] Minho and Jisung were best friends, until they decided to stop denying their feelings and start dating. Everyone would tell you how beautiful it was. How in love they were. But if they were so in love why did they break up? Why did Jisung disappear after and run away from it all? Four years later, the two ex's meet unexpectedly at a club. A highly popular club that Jisung owns. The two were older now, mature but still didn't have the closure one would need. When they were younger they told each other everything, not a secret they didn't know about the other but now they had a lot. Secrets that could keep them apart or push them together. - Basically friends to lovers to ex's and back to lovers - Side ships: Changlix , Seungjin - *This story contains mature and explicit themes* Started - 6/30/22 Ended - 11/25/22

Blue Unveiled | Hyunlix by ddumpIing

- complete - "How much of self respect do you lack to ask me to fuck you just to prove a point?" "You are hot too." He adds like it makes a difference. ~ In a world where a writer, Hyunjin struggles with lack of inspiration for his books, so he decides to seek a new muse in the realm of love. He chooses bar to do so, leading to one night stand that unravels a chain of events. Little does he know, this is the same place where Felix seeks feeling alive. Felix who recently had his heart broken by rejection and is looking for any emotion he can feel, other than pain. Will Felix forget his first love? Will Hyunjin find the way to make him his? Featuring: minsung, Chanbin, SeungIn Smut warning

Winsome Waves [Chanlix] by PlzDefenestrateMe

When Felix sees a cute boy whilst he's at work, something intrigues him. From his wavy locks to the bruises on his wrists, he becomes curious in the blonds life. Chan wants to escape something, and maybe Felix is the way he can. I fucking suck at descriptions, I mean read if you want I'm not forcing you to do anything, I already hate myself for writing it anyway. -TW: Abusive Relationship, Swearing, Suicidal Insinuations, Panic Attacks- This is a work of fiction and purely for fun, don't take anything seriously. Started: 10/05/20 Ended: 17/10/20

sold to 7. || L.MH + SKZ by rvlgnusnim

Minho was sold to seven men, 5 alphas and 2 betas. They asked him a question, and it didn't go so well. Having trauma from his previous owners, it took time for him to trust them; yet throughout the weeks they were together, he felt like he had a family. Will Minho choose to stay with them or try to escape to go back to his old life? - OMEGAVERSE PLOT started: dec 10 , 2023 ended: aug 12 , 2024 highest rankings: #1 in minhocentric (01/25/24) #2 in heavy smut (01/14/24) ⚠️ r@pe/non-con often consensual smut being sold as a human other stuff too !

-she's Mine-hyunjinxreader✔️ by joongwha

Lee y/n, minhos little sister who just got to know that she needs to move out of her apartment. As she doesn't know where to go minho decides for her to stay with him and his friends. Will something happen? Will she devolp some kind of feelings for someone? -fluff- It's cringe it's from 2021

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sex therapy || chanlix

"have you ever even touched yourself?" - b.c. "...i'm just an inexperienced virgin." - l.f. a/n desc; lee felix's agitation against his insecurities, made him unable to satisfy his girlfriend in their relationship. the grief ultimately led him to take up sessions of therapy so he could provide his best for his girlfriend. what happens when the oblivious male catches feelings in the state of misconception? will bang chan, his sex therapist, figure out why Felix's demeanor brought him weak to his knees? or will he too, push away these uncertain feelings in the fear of commitment? rankings; #1 chanlix 18-04-2022 #1 bangchan 05-11-2021 #5 skz 12-11-2021 started: 09-09-2021 ended: 09-04-2022