How to be loved
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Since her earliest memories, Rebecca had carried the heavy burden of feeling unwanted and unloved. It was a relentless ache in her heart, a gnawing void she desperately tried to fill with love and attention from those she held dear. She poured her soul into excelling in every aspect of her life, hoping that somehow her achievements would earn her the affection she craved. Yet, despite her efforts, the love she yearned for always seemed just out of reach.
"Why is it so hard for them to love me?" she often wondered, her voice barely more than a whisper in the darkness of her own despair.
Her journey was a solitary one, marked by countless disappointments and shattered hopes. Each time she dared to hope that she had finally found the love she longed for, life cruelly snatched it away, leaving her feeling more unworthy and unlovable than ever before. It was as though she was fated to wander through life with a heart heavy with longing and rejection, destined to be alone.
Just when she had resigned herself to the belief that nobody would ever truly love her, a glimmer of hope appeared on the horizon. Like a whisper in the night, Freen Sarocha Chankimha entered her world-a woman whose love would defy Rebecca's deepest beliefs about herself.
In this tale of heartache and redemption, follow Rebecca as she embarks on a journey of learning "How to be loved". Will Freen win her heart, breaking through the walls she has built around herself? And will Rebecca finally come to believe that she is deserving of love, despite the scars of her past?
Join them as they navigate through the trials of love and self-discovery.
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Freen Sarocha Chakminha didn't believe in love anymore. Not the kind that stayed. Not the kind that healed. She believed in control, in silence, in the armor she'd built from betrayal and ambition. Love was a transaction. Touch was temporary. And people-people always wanted something. Until the girl showed up at her door. Rain-soaked, trembling, eyes wide with heartbreak and hope. Rebecca Armstrong. Pregnant. Homeless. Carrying the child of Freen's brother-the same brother who vanished with her money and left chaos in his wake. Freen should have turned her away. She almost did. But something in Becky's voice-raw, unfiltered, painfully honest-cut through the walls Freen had spent years fortifying. She let her in. Not just into her house. Into her life. Into the quiet spaces she never let anyone see. And slowly, without permission, Becky began to unravel her. Not with grand gestures. But with soup and silence. With late-night study sessions and soft laughter. With the kind of love that didn't demand-but stayed. This isn't a story about perfect people. It's a story about broken ones who chose each other anyway. About fire inherited not from blood, but from survival. And how sometimes, the coldest hearts burn the brightest-when someone finally sees them.
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