I, YOU and HIM
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I always thought that if you can be yourself and manifest everything you want in life you can have it all. I grow up in an open family, what I mean an open family is that they let me do whatever I want, I have all the freedom to choose in every decision for myself, my family are always supportive and they let me grow independently. But they never teach me how to deal from the pain of rejection specially from the one I truly love. And when in pain one has this instinct for shielding itself from it, but I'm different I wasn't taught that way, I was taught to fight back to get what I want or no one will have it if it's not for me.
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