my thoughts (not a story) Bla Bla Bla Diary Of Loser L Sucks To Suck

Genuinely please if you read this just ignore it
Like honestly none of this is even that big of a deal or anything like no I don't need someone to talk to (if I do it will be one of my favorite people and I probably won't even ask if I can talk to them and I just will)
If you are already my friend or something you can totally read it sure
Dont mind that it's probably hard to read and might not make sense
I just felt bad that I had to say things to my friends to think because of some stupid reason I cant think without writing it down so someone can see (even tho they usually don't even reply or see it or read it, its okay tho because it still helps) and I genuinely can not think in my head
Even tho I use my head to think I can't think INSIDE my head