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How to Survive Your 19th Life [BL]

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Reads 41,617
Votes 2,299
Parts 114
Time 7h 37m

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[COMPLETED] Solomon Eliasson is stuck in a time loop. Every time he dies, he is transported back to his sophomore year in college on the night he confessed his feelings to his long-time crush Emiel Hugo. That was the last night everything was perfect. Now Solomon is in a battle against fate itself to escape his deaths and live long enough to at least see graduation. To make matters worse, all of his 18 lives have ended in his murder. 

Solomon has to figure out something fast as he never knows which death will be his final. Though each life is slightly different, each death grows more gruesome than the last. One one thing remains constant... Solomon Eliasson is trapped in a relationship with his murderer.

[Disclaimer: This is a horror romance that is meant for mature adults. It will include foul language, violence, gore, homosexual content, and sex scenes. Consider this disclaimer a TRIGGER WARNING for the whole book. If you are easily disturbed, this is not for you.]

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A Sinner's Obsession by Prettywildd

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Taste of Iron cover

You All Over Me [BxB] cover

A Sinner's Obsession cover

Kiss, Marry, Kill cover

Mark and Josh (𝓑𝓸𝓸𝓴 𝓘) cover

Who Are You, Really? cover

To Have Loved [BxB] Book I ✓ cover

𝙢𝙤𝙤𝙣𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙘𝙠 ✷ 𝘣𝘯𝘩𝘢 𝘰𝘯𝘦-𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘵𝘴 ✔ cover

King's Guard cover

The hunted cover

Taste of Iron

"When I first saw you, I thought I'd have to kill you." "Uh, excuse me?" "But now I'll kill anyone that even thinks of laying a finger on you," he said, a dry laugh escaping his lips. "How times change, huh?" ~ Atlas, a young chef, was simply trying to survive in the big city. When a mysterious intruder, Emil, breaks into his apartment, Atlas is thrust into a life completely different from his. As Emil takes a liking to Atlas, will the chef run away? Or will the crime boss give him a reason to stay? ~ [mxm]