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The Light within Darkness

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Parts 13
Time 1h 51m

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abuse alpha alphafemale betrayal family grovel heartbreak jealousy matebond mature obsessed obsession pack pain possessive redemption regret rejected rejection sadness supernatural werewolf wolf

This is a Dark romance, shifter wolf story. There are scenes of abuse, violence, non-consent sex. The male lead is crazy and obsessive. You have been warned.

For as long as I can remember he's all I ever wanted. Dear goddess how many times I have prayed, on my knees, to make him see me, accept me. But he chose her against every instinct in his body. Now I can't take bear the pain and loneliness anymore. I had never thought that I'll regret this mate bond so much. And now it's like a noose around my neck that I can't get rid of.

It's true they say, you'll never know someone's worth until they're gone. My little fairy flew away and now I can't find her anywhere. What would have happened if I went through with it? All I know is that I will not live in this world without her because I only live for her. Not even death can take her away from me.

**Warning this story contains mature language and content, abuse, violence, sex**All Rights Reserved

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Mated by AlexaPhoenix23

I thought I could hide forever, but fate had other plans. I can't remember what it feels like to be happy. I'm sure I felt it long ago, back when I thought I was in love. Great husband, great job, great life. Great big lie. At least, that is what my life has turned into now - a series of lies to hide the fact that I am not who I appear to be. The lies keep me hidden and safe... for now. Surely, my ex-husband would never think to look for me in this sleepy little town. As I settle into my new life, I'm afraid it won't be forever. Could I really give up my job and best friend to go back on the run? Then, I meet Hunter and my world flips upside down. One night of passion is all I can offer, but he wants more. That's the last thing I need, yet I find myself craving what I can't have. I can't deny this intense attraction that keeps pulling us together like a magnet, and he's not going to take no for an answer. My heart fills with hope, but it only takes a moment for it to shatter. I'm not the only one keeping secrets, and Hunter's are even bigger than my own. A single mistake is all it takes for me to put his life at risk, and sooner or later my web of lies is going to catch up to me. With everything spiraling out of control, I can only be sure of one thing... my life will never be the same. If you like paranormal romances with fated mates, intense conflict, and Alpha Heroes, you'll love Mated. Recommended for readers 17+

THE CONTRACT (The Chosen Series #2) by knightwaters

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The Beta's Unwanted Mate | ✔️ Complete by Love_Yourself_10_x

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THE MESSENGER by Sowunmi16

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The Mahani Wolves: Europe by AprilJester

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