Diary Thoughts
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Pain
How do I describe this word? How do I start?
I've come to experience every pain in the world, so I don't think I can describe this by its simple description.
Closing my eyes is the best thing that I could do right now.
Every step I take is healing, drowning me to my thoughts.
How can I continue my life?
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