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I'll Make it Through the Winter

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"I'm sure you're going to want to kill me many times in the future, darling," he whispered in my ear,

"but remember, even when you want me dead, you're still so obsessed with me that you cannot resist my touch."

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Rylia Vane is a soldier of the First Order, but it wasn't always this way.

9 years ago she was spared from her village's massacre by none other than Supreme Leader Kylo Ren himself.

After spending the last few years training under his personal care, if you could call his abuse and sudden outbursts care, Rylia has developed a complex hatred for her captor and mentor. Brutal training and constantly living in fear of upsetting Kylo have unwillingly become part of her once peaceful routine.

But suddenly, things start to slowly change making Rylia question everything that has happened in the last 9 years; and she finds herself battling her own emotions over the man she hates more than anything in this galaxy... or maybe, just maybe, there was something more to him...?

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