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"Please kiss me?" She pleaded as she went on her tiptoes to reach my face

"No Sage, I can't." I wanted to, God knows I wanted to, but I can't. When I answered Digga's phone, the last thing I expected was a drunk Sage screaming to come get her. I didn't even tell my cousin I answered his phone, I left as soon as she told me where she was.

She stopped walking and pulled herself away from me, "You don't like me?"

"Weh uh mean?  Mama don't do that." I pulled her into a hug. "Of course I like you. I like you too much." 

"Uh nuh waa kiss mi." She pouted.

Pretty yf... Dah B yah mn

I lift her up and she buried her face in my neck. "Sage mi waa kiss uh when uh know waa happen, plus uh have a boyfriend, nuh waa uh regret nothing."

She nodded and hummed her response.

We got to the car and I opened the back door for her and tried putting her to stand but she clung to me.

"Sage?"

"Not yet, please." 

Mi heart melt a while aguh dawg. "Okay, but atleast mek we guh inna the car, outside kinda cold."

She got down from my arms and went into the backseat and I joined her. She immediately climbed into my lap and wrapped her arms around my neck again and snuggled up to me.

"Can I stay with you tonight?"  She whispered

Stay wid me? 

Mi can behave mi self doh?

Mi fi tell har no. It would be the right thing. Right?

But she aguh deh ova the house by herself. Har man probably ova deh. Nuh waa see dah wasteman deh if mi guh ova deh. You know what, "Sure."


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