if i hold you.
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"For the first time in my life, it feels like I can fly! i have wings! wings!!"
"I'm not gonna stop for nothin'!" "we're gonna get to the moon!" "the moon?"
"the sun! the sun I tell you!"
Set in the 1980's, two men weave their ways into each other's lives and have been inseparable ever since... or have they?
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