please who ever is reading this be fine. live your life to the fullest!! go out , eat properly, do whatever you like cause in the end no one expect you yourself will be there in trouble... don't end your life you are worth every thing in this world!!! you are alive ! you are 1 in million!!! you are special in your own way and if you needed help you can comment and I will try to help you .... maybe I won't reply that fast but I will try to reply within a week or so because I myself am a student so... i also have lots of work ... just so you know I know how it feels and I wanted to tell you you are beautiful in your own way !!!! hope you have a great day lovely people!!!