Where Love Lies

I've been obsessed with transmigration stories lately, but I hate how the personal angst of the mc can't be translated into the person occupying their body so there is no switch-a-Rooney here. Nobody died and entered a story they once read (👀). This is just meant to read like a person that's been reincarnated kind of. The MC of this story just gets tired of everyone's carelessness towards him and his whole personality seems to change. There will be depression, mistreatment, relationship angst (but not romantic wise), mentions of attempted suicide and other triggering content.

Description:

Luciel Albrecht is 16 when this story begins. This means he's 16 when he decides that his family doesn't deserve his efforts to get them to notice him - to love him. Sadly, it's also at 16 when he decides that maybe he isn't cut out for this thing called life. After an attempt at ridding himself of it, his family begins to notice him, but is it too late for them to connect? There's also the matter of him leaving the estate more often. Of him declaring he will no longer tolerate homeschool and wishes to attend the academy. Will he find better connections there?

Terrible description, I know. A few things:
- Aside from the warnings above, LGBT characters
- 18+
- BL harem
- No smut, just fluff with some make-out scenes
-Also a lame, simple magic system for some space
-Very generic in my opinion, but if you like transmigration stories, you might like this