Sweet, sweet nightmare (Enmu Angst)

If youre have trouble, to distinguish between dream and reality and fight against creatures, who have abilitys, that aren't even possibel, then it gets more twisted than bevor and harder to tell, what dreams and whats reality. Therefor comes that youre brain is always in a stage of protection and fighting and it could not tell anymore, whats there and whats just halluzinated. It imagine, that there is something or youre just dreaming amd this is all a nightmare. If you fight Demons, with such a twisted view, it is just logical, that the symptoms gets even worse and it comes pretty close to think, if it is schizophrenia, since the brain sees things and hear voices, that aren't there and in the same time, it thinks it's trapped in a nightmare. It definitely was a mistake to train Enmu and let him fight against creatures such as Demons, but who could have know it, that is situation can get any worse? He was just a little bit of a dreamer, they thought but oh boy, were there wrong.
It's hard to accept the reality, if you don't know, what real is and what not. It's hard to fit in, if youre way of thinking is twisted, to the point youre crave for suffering, just to enjoy it or feel youre own body, cause the view of the world is so twisted, that youre cannot tell, if it is you or even youre body. It's hard to take propper care of themself if nothing make sense and it's hard to live a lufe like everyone if youre brain imagine things or hear the Demons, when they aren't there.
So everbody agrees, that they all make a mistake with Enmu by letting him fight but he has no were to go and is desperate and stubborn. But as they realized it, it was already to late to stop it, so they painfully watch, how he try's to manage everthink and collapse under the pain and pressure over and over.

Pardon me, if my english is not the best^^"
It is not my first language and i also have trouble with Gramar in generell^^"
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