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Not As I Was

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albion antichrist arthur arthurpendragon damien damienthorn damienxmerlin darkarthur demon emrys kingarthur love magic malexmale merlin obsession onceandfutureking possessive presidentdamien reborn reincarnation

Throughout his life, Damien has always felt an emptiness inside of him. He never acknowledged it, but he knew something was wrong. Something was missing.

After accepting the fact he was the antichrist, he thought that emptiness would fill itself with his acceptance of his destiny, and dark powers. It didn't.

But then he went to the United Kingdom, after conquering the United States. Spending just a day on the land, he remembered.

He has a servant to find. 



(A Damien slash Merlin crossover, with DamienxMerlin of course. The end for this book is unknown as I'm basically making it up as I go. I read some other crossovers of these two series and found it a wonderful idea. Sadly, not many made any crossovers, so might as well give my poor attempt.

Enjoy~!)All Rights Reserved

albion antichrist arthur arthurpendragon damien damienthorn damienxmerlin darkarthur demon emrys kingarthur love magic malexmale merlin obsession onceandfutureking possessive presidentdamien reborn reincarnation

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🔞My Childhood Bully by PrettyArtist8

An arranged marriage, signed under pressure by Mr. Davis to save his dying son and kidnapped daughter, was only the beginning of the nightmare reborn within his family. Evan, bedridden and fragile, finds himself betrothed to one of the two infamous Sterling brothers-Liam or Damien. From middle school, Evan has always seen Damien as his sworn enemy. He's a quiet, intelligent seventeen-year-old boy living with his parents and two siblings, harboring a deep hatred for Damien ever since kindergarten-where Damien, a notorious troublemaker, constantly bullied him. But everything changed when Damien moved abroad... and returned years later as a famous singer and the heartthrob of the nation. Damien is a spoiled yet brilliant superstar, filthy rich and fueled by his unmatched musical talent. With fans all over the country and girls at school falling at his feet, Damien enjoys the spotlight-but not love. Despite dating countless admirers, no one ever managed to capture his heart. Meanwhile, Liam, Damien's older brother, secretly harbors envy and resentment toward his younger sibling. And to top it all off-Liam is hiding a secret: he's gay. Plot twist? Absolutely. When Damien discovers Liam's secret and learns that Liam has a crush on someone-Evan-he decides to strike back. His revenge? Seduce Liam's crush, break his heart, and crush Liam's feelings in the process. Damien makes a cruel bet with his friends: win Evan's heart, toy with his emotions, and then leave him. But... nothing goes as planned. Because Evan isn't just another conquest-he's about to change everything. Want to know how it ends? Read on to find out. This story is raw, emotional, and gripping-filled with passion, secrets, and darkness. R18+ | Viewer discretion advised. Contains: Crime Assault ⚠ R*pe Fantasy themes Obsession Betrayal Heartbreak Romance And intense emotional twists Dive in and experience the chaos, love, and drama. Read and enjoy ♥♥♥

Rise of the Demon Monarch by H_Books20

Book 1 of RoDM series. The black-robed man gave me an indifferent look, and I saw a twisted smile forming on his lips. "All your positive emotions and feelings, and you shall never again become happy or feel joy, cursed to forever pursue power. That is the price for your life and your revenge." I smiled. "I agree." I never had anything of my own anyway. This price was very cheap in comparison to my greed. Let a monster be born in my stead. Let the blood of my enemies flow like rivers. Let my pursuit of power be obsessive and never-ending. These were my last thoughts before the darkness engulfed me. ❆ ❆ ❆ Raphael Langston was despised, enslaved and thrown away. Right when he was about to die, he gained another chance at life. He will have to travel the Demon World, enter the incoming wars and change the future in order to perform his revenge and rise to the top of the world. However, there are too many mysteries about his own reincarnation that even he cannot understand. Who is he? What is the true purpose of the war between demons and humans? Why did they get invaded by Otherworlders? Raphael will do anything to get to the bottom of these secrets and find out the true meaning of his existence. TRIGGER & CONTENT WARNING! The book contains scenes with violence, torture, slavery and manipulation that may not be appropriate for certain audiences.

TBATE- What doesn't kill you by The_True_Legend

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𝐒𝐭𝐮𝐜𝐤|𝟭𝟴+| ✓ by esuellae

𝗧𝗮𝗹𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗗𝗲𝘃𝗶𝗹 & 𝗛𝗶𝘀 𝗧𝗲𝘀𝗼𝗿𝗼 'Poor little soul.' A pure, innocent soul forced to face the harsh realities they said. A soul that was led down the path of darkness, One that was bent and made to be other's nightmare, only to end up deemed nature's lost cause. How tragic, right? Wrong. Because this, this is not nearly as simple. You see, mostly, if not always, the only real difference between a hero and a villain is a matter of perspective- WHO is telling the story. But not in his case. What if he really embodies the epitome of a real-life villain, instilling terror in the hearts of all those who cross his path, or even hear whispers of his name? What if he's a wicked man who ceaselessly gets whatever his icy heart craves? A monster who seeks power more than salvation, A nightmare who believes vengeance is unerring. A killing machine, devoid of heart or soul, let alone a pure one. Damien, they call him, His name whispered with terror and fear, Because Damien is not an ordinary man, but a man who clawed his way out from the depths of hell. One who's driven by a relentless pursuit of the very thing that threatens to bring downfall to the world we know. He is the reigning terror among monsters, holding dominion over the dark underworld of New York City, Even with his true identity hidden from the prying eyes of all. Damien is no ordinary man. But he is the Devil. So what happens when an angel meets the devil? When a naive runaway escapes one demon, only to find herself in the clutches of the worst of them all? ⊱ ʚɞ ⊰ ~𝗗𝗮𝗿𝗸 𝗠𝗮𝗳𝗶𝗮 𝗥𝗼𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗲 ~𝗘𝗻𝗲𝗺𝗶𝗲𝘀 𝗧𝗼 𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘀 ~𝗠𝗮𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗲 𝗧𝗵𝗲𝗺𝗲 ~𝗘𝘅𝗽𝗹𝗶𝗰𝗶𝘁 𝗦𝗲𝘅𝘂𝗮𝗹 𝗖𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗻𝘁 Complete✔️

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So we meet again... (a merthur au) by deathbyinsomnia

[COMPLETE: 25/25✅] Do you ever feel such a deep connection to a complete stranger that you feel as though you know them from somewhere else, from a long time ago? Without the memories of when he was called "The Once and Future King", Arthur-the-office-worker felt without purpose until a boy named Emrys walked into his life, and he would never be the same. Maybe being without a true destiny has its perks. Tagged for language and descriptions of dark subject matter that readers may find disturbing. You have been warned.

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🔞My Childhood Bully

An arranged marriage, signed under pressure by Mr. Davis to save his dying son and kidnapped daughter, was only the beginning of the nightmare reborn within his family. Evan, bedridden and fragile, finds himself betrothed to one of the two infamous Sterling brothers-Liam or Damien. From middle school, Evan has always seen Damien as his sworn enemy. He's a quiet, intelligent seventeen-year-old boy living with his parents and two siblings, harboring a deep hatred for Damien ever since kindergarten-where Damien, a notorious troublemaker, constantly bullied him. But everything changed when Damien moved abroad... and returned years later as a famous singer and the heartthrob of the nation. Damien is a spoiled yet brilliant superstar, filthy rich and fueled by his unmatched musical talent. With fans all over the country and girls at school falling at his feet, Damien enjoys the spotlight-but not love. Despite dating countless admirers, no one ever managed to capture his heart. Meanwhile, Liam, Damien's older brother, secretly harbors envy and resentment toward his younger sibling. And to top it all off-Liam is hiding a secret: he's gay. Plot twist? Absolutely. When Damien discovers Liam's secret and learns that Liam has a crush on someone-Evan-he decides to strike back. His revenge? Seduce Liam's crush, break his heart, and crush Liam's feelings in the process. Damien makes a cruel bet with his friends: win Evan's heart, toy with his emotions, and then leave him. But... nothing goes as planned. Because Evan isn't just another conquest-he's about to change everything. Want to know how it ends? Read on to find out. This story is raw, emotional, and gripping-filled with passion, secrets, and darkness. R18+ | Viewer discretion advised. Contains: Crime Assault ⚠ R*pe Fantasy themes Obsession Betrayal Heartbreak Romance And intense emotional twists Dive in and experience the chaos, love, and drama. Read and enjoy ♥♥♥