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A Faltering self

SarahJessicahBethany

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Reads 11
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Parts 36
Time 4h 55m

SarahJessicahBethany

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A life that before felt normal, the recent changes in Madison's life seem to be both giving her hope of a future she longed for, and one she's fearful is turning into a waking nightmare. The more she tries to hold on to stability, the more things seem to shake in her life. She's slowly unraveling as things from her past reveal themselves. Memories, old loves, even older friends, how have these pieces of her life simply been locked away? Why? She's not sure what to think, and even less sure who to trust. It's just the beginning of a longer journey for her. One she will have to be careful of where she steps and who she allows herself to fall into.All Rights Reserved

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Start by LOWKEYDARL

This is about Madison Scarlett who was a drug-addicted, But this part of her life is when, how, did she start and how she ended up so down the hill in her life, and how her family wasn't a family anymore, how they think about her and how she distances herself and how it affected a young adult to lose her mind, and be lost in a dark place. Madisons life wasn't always good but it stayed like that for some time.

Nyctophilia by raphaelle_lrx

Nyctophilia (n.) -love of darkness or night. finding relaxation or comfort in the darkness --- Life isn't always easy. Sure there's some ups, but there's also downs. My life went downhill real fast the day I lost my voice. The day I stopped talking to any human being. The day that all of it changed the entire way around. I honestly thought I'd stay that way forever... you know, quiet, introverted, sad, but mostly scared. Until I met him. Until he came and changed everything for the best without even knowing it. --- Nyctophilia Heather Walker used to be a ray of sunshine. The kind of person who put a smile on your face with one single glance. Surely, her life was too perfect to be real. Everything got ruined that one night. Since, she hasn't pronounce a word or even communicated with someone who isn't family or best friend. Since... she hates the world. She despises it. Until he comes along. Until he opens a door for Nyctophilia. A door that leads to something she hadn't believed in for years. A door towards hope. Aaron Christopher Black aka your typical underground fighter. Tall, muscular, extremely handsome, but mostly scary. His glare could kill someone easily. He could snap your bone in two without even trying. He is the guy your parents warned you about. Nonetheless, everyone has a reason to their actions, right? No one really knows why he's so cold and mysterious... until she comes in the decor. Ah, will the big bad guy be able to resist to sweet Nyctophilia or will he be whipped so easily no one would believe he really is terrifying? --- ⚠️TW⚠️ This book can contain really sensitive subjects such as self-harm, rape, self-sabotage, eating disorder, depressed thoughts, strong languages and such. I will not put a trigger warning at each chapter, so read at your own risk. I warned you, if you're still reading and it triggered you, it is not on my part anymore.

Draped In A Mere Fantasy by Eri5ck

Madison is a 19-year old college student at MackTen University who gets caught up in a crossfire that is beyond reality. When her sister is pulled into another universe, she sets her goal in finding her even if it meant discovering her powers, fighting foes and coming across with new people she didn't believe existed. The more she travels, the more she discovers new things and secrets involving her family.

Dreamwalkers: The Awakening by corinne_d

Being able to create alternate universes in your sleep might seem like the ultimate super power, but when a malevolent force from the dream realm tracks you down in real life, how do you escape it? Seventeen-year-old dreamwalkers and life-long best friends Emma and Zoe must journey deep into the perilous, unpredictable dream realm, risking their lives while evading constant danger, in order to seek out and destroy the evil that threatens to capture their souls for eternity--even if it means they'll have to give up their super power and obliterate the dream realm forever. To be successful, they must first immerse themselves in the rich history of dreamwalking. But this knowledge will do more than teach them how to defeat the evil lurking around every corner. It will reveal dark family secrets, shattering their realities.

I Loved You Blindly [Complete] by Water_Lili

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Chrysalis (Book 1.5 in the Wolfen Brethren Series) by Layla-A-D

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Logan by braindeadwriter06

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My Somewhat Forbidden Love by givemelove1626

"I'm not the dating type. I don't want you falling for me if I can't catch you." He said to me with sad glistening eyes. I ached for him. I needed him. I know he loves me but his past won't let him open this door. Only my heat of innocence can melt away his pain... "I'm not asking you to catch me.. I just want you to let me in.. Let me love you-" and with that I was pushed to the wall and a passionate kiss was upon my lips. How can something so sinful feel so heavenly...? Nathan and Madison met a year ago on an online game. Of course it wasn't taken seriously but as time passed by, they both felt a connection on a whole new level. Having yet to meet in real life, there's still lots of undiscovered secrets. With an age gap, distance, and fear of their family's disapproval, their love was surly put to the test. Will they get through it?

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Start

This is about Madison Scarlett who was a drug-addicted, But this part of her life is when, how, did she start and how she ended up so down the hill in her life, and how her family wasn't a family anymore, how they think about her and how she distances herself and how it affected a young adult to lose her mind, and be lost in a dark place. Madisons life wasn't always good but it stayed like that for some time.