You Can Only Read This When I'm Dead
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Last published Thu, Feb 29, 2024
No, this is not a suicide note.
No, I am not going to kill myself.
No, I am not dead yet.
That being said, I'm in my mid-twenties. I'm a woman - a young one, I'd say. But I feel like an old woman in my head, and my body isn't too far behind that. So I think it's time to write.
Everyone I've ever really talked to has told me to write a book, so I'm finally heeding the advice.
For legal reasons, everything in this book is obviously fictional. And it isn't for the faint of heart.
To most of my family and friends: You Can Only Read This When I'm Dead.
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