If I Could Have My Way
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Last published Thu, Dec 26, 2024
The void that filled my body grew day by day when I knew that I had to leave. I packed up what I little I had and moved across the world to find myself in a different country and setting around me. Maybe I can find peace for what sins I have made within my mental storm that breaks me internally screaming inside my whirlwind mind.
They can only calm the storm within me. I didn't mean to talk back to them, and now I am stuck with them possibly till the end. Maybe I can call the bodies I lay next to every night a friend.
Started- March 2nd, 2024
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