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Reflections

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Parts 11
Time 1h 15m

CapSparkleFingers1

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When the youngest son of John Winchester awakes in the hospital, he gets horrid news; The Winchester has a serious spinal tumor they aren't sure they can remove. Lost and hopeless, he believes he's going to die. Sam spirals into a state of anger; not wanting to get out of bed, not eating, hydrating, and only leaving when he needs to use the restroom, because what's the point if you're just going to die? 
But what happens when Sam wakes up one day to find that he has a roommate? The blonde boy seemed bubbly and bright despite his life-threatening condition. what happens when his bubbly personality rubs off on Sam? What happens when they become so close just to be torn apart?


TW: don't read if you get triggered easily. There will be depressive topics and self-harm. 

Updates every Tuesday- ON HOLD. WILL UPDATE WHENEVER I CANAll Rights Reserved

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Always there for you [Destiel Mafia - Police AU] by creative_but_lazy

Officer Dean Winchester stepped in the footsteps of his Father and is damn good in his Job. He is the Officer which Sioux Falls in South Dakota needed and he is doing pretty well on his way to become a Chief like his Father Robert. But there is something bothering the young man. On his first years after the police academy, he bumped into a situation where another man needed his help. It happened that this man paid him tons of money to show how thankful he is and Dean couldn't make it to give him the money back, because he disappeared as fast as he appeared. He couldn't forget this night, the messy raven hair or this blue eyes. Will he ever see him again? Who is he? What is he?... [The characters who are mentioned are the characters of the CW Show Supernatural - The story is invented and made up by myself. Single cases are inspired by the American crime-comedy-drama television series, aired on ABC, Castle. Have fun]

My Bloody Valentine by JacktheNephilimsDad

Castiel Novak has social anxiety. His best friend, Hannah, helps him through it. Recently, a last name appeared on his wrist. Everyone got one, yet he still didn't expect it to be someone he didn't know. He finds a dorm in his college, having a roommate that he was terrified to talk to. Sam Winchester, who he presumed as his soulmate, absolutely terrified him. (There's also Sabriel in here (:) I recommend you don't read this if you need the 'TW!!", there's a lot of it spread throughout, too commonly for me to put those constantly. Warnings here: smut, abuse, suicide, murder

Trails To Happiness by Taboojinx

Dean saved Sam from an abusive John Winchester when they were young, and took his baby brother to Bobby's where they were both raised into adulthood. The two boys have a happy life with their respective and intermingled families, but one day darkness falls upon their doorstep in need of defeating. See how the wee Winchesters got their fairytale endings the first time around and what they'll do to keep their new lives after the fact. How much would Dean really do to protect his family? ---- Eric Kripke and others own the characters. I did not make the art or take the pictures on the cover but I did make the cover itself. I don't own any of the art, pictures, or music that may be featured. I own the writing. Please do not copy or post to another site or app. Castiel and the other angels (and Chuck) are human, but most (or all) of the demons and supernatural creatures are the same. John Winchester is more physically abusive than what has been canonically confirmed. I've never written Supernatural before, so please have mercy. This is my 7th published story (Feb 18, 2022) Mature for canon-typical violence and gore. Main Warnings! Abuse, neglect, and alcoholism. Destiel (Dean+Castiel) is the main ship, but this story mainly focuses on Dean. Approximately 71,104 words! Enjoy!

𝑺𝑼𝑷𝑬𝑹𝑵𝑨𝑻𝑼𝑹𝑨𝑳 ; 𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑬𝑳 𝑬𝒀𝑬𝑺 by currentbabe

｡ﾟ•┈ 𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑬𝑳 𝑬𝒀𝑬𝑺 𝗔 𝗩𝗮𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗮 𝗪𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗲𝗿 𝗦𝗲𝗿𝗶𝗲𝘀 ・・・・・⟢ 𝗼𝗰 𝘅 𝗼𝗰 ( 𝗈𝖻𝗏𝗂𝗈𝗎𝗌 , 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗇𝗈𝗍 𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗀𝖺𝗆𝖾 ! ) ・・・・・⟢ 𝘀𝗮𝗺 𝘅 𝗼𝗰 ( 𝗌𝗅𝗈𝗐 𝖻𝗎𝗋𝗇 ! ) ・・・・・⟢ 𝗱𝗲𝗮𝗻 𝘅 𝗼𝗰 ( 𝗌𝗅𝗈𝗐 𝖻𝗎𝗋𝗇 ! ) 𝖠𝐚: 𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸𝗴𝗿𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱 𝗰𝗼𝗹𝗼𝗿: 𝗯𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗸 (𝗵𝗶𝗴𝗵𝗹𝘆 𝗿𝗲𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗺𝗲𝗻𝗱) 𝗳𝗼𝗻𝘁 𝘀𝗶𝘇𝗲: 𝖠𝐚- (𝘀𝗺𝗮𝗹𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝘀𝗶𝘇𝗲; 𝗼𝗽𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝗮𝗹, 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗿𝗲𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗺𝗲𝗻𝗱) 𝗳𝗼𝗻𝘁 𝘀𝘁𝘆𝗹𝗲: 𝗴𝗲𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗶𝗮 (𝗼𝗽𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝗮𝗹, 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗿𝗲𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗺𝗲𝗻𝗱) 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝘀𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀... 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝗼𝗱𝗲: 𝘀𝗰𝗿𝗼𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 (𝗼𝗽𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝗮𝗹, 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗵𝗶𝗴𝗵𝗹𝘆 𝗿𝗲𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗺𝗲𝗻𝗱) ꜱᴜᴘᴇʀɴᴀᴛᴜʀᴀʟ: ꜱᴇᴀꜱᴏɴꜱ 1-5 2023 | © currentbabe i do not own Supernatural, any of the characters or their storylines. i only own my own characters and the storyline i made up for them. all rights go to Eric Kripke & Robert Singer for creating this amazing show. thus story was created for entertainment purposes only :)

I Really Messed Up, Guys: A Supernatural Self Harm Fic by nothisispaige

TW: SELF HARM IS DEPICTED. DO NOT READ IF EASILY TRIGGERED. It is acted out in one of the chapters, when it's up I'll put a warning at the beginning so it can be skipped over and add a summary of what happened at the start of the next chapter. Also if you need help or distractions for ANY mental illnesses or behaviors please text GO to 741741. I've done it several times and they're really great people. Casey is Sam and Dean's younger sister. She's 15 years old, 10 years younger than Sam and 14 from Dean, and has been on the hunt with the boys her entire life, but struggles with depression and is currently in a battle with self harm, but the boys don't know and she's terrified for them to find out. Will they lock her up? Will Dean scream at her? She hopes she doesn't find out... Thank you all so much for reading and making this possible! Because of all of you, our best ratings are: #21 in Castiel #13 in Supernatural #3 in Winchester #3 in Dean #2 in SisterWinchester and [drumroll] #1 IN SAMWINCHESTER and in IMAGINE!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!! Please keep reading, voting, and commenting! I read all of your comments (even the small lols and the omgs) and they mean so much to me and make me so happy! I love you and thank you for reading my babbling.

The Pay-Off For Having Faith by ghostchilde

Sam is fourteen years old when he finds out he has an older brother, whom is in a mental hospital. He hasn't seen Dean in 12 years, but now it's time. ('cover' image from google) Supernatural characters belong to the creators/CW/actors. Writing within is mine.

𝐒𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐌𝐘 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐘 by angelic-remains

It was normal night at the Winchester home; Dean and Sam trying to fall asleep while their parents were watching tv in the living room. But something happened. Something the two kids feared the most. So Dean took Sam and ran, fearing for both their lives. They moved in with their uncle and grandma, soon meeting the Novak boys. Sure, they had troubles of their own, but those two truly saved the Winchesters. It was as if they had their own personal angels. //(contains destiel and sabriel in later-ish chapters) // //(Michifer is included, but not really focused on as much.// Started: April 27, 2020, I believe. Ended: January 2, 2021. Word count: approximately 40-50,000 words. Trigger Warnings: listed in the chapters / none at all. Characters: I do not own any spn characters, but there are a few mentioned that are based off of my friends. 2k20 angelic-remains ♡︎

You Deserve To Be Saved (Destiel) by youmeatmorgan_

"They say relationships are built on trust. So what happens when you can't trust someone, but you simply can't leave them?" Dean is a normal boy. He lives in a small town with his brother and goes to college, like any normal boy. But there's also a twist to Dean. His college years were horrible. A group of boys made it living hell and Dean found it impossible to stay alive. Just when he thought things could never improve, there's a new boy in town. And he goes to the same college as Dean. He quickly realises that this boy means something to him. Can Cas save Dean and keep him alive any longer? The answer is yes, he can. Dean and Cas soon find themselves in a very committed relationship. They'd do anything for eachother. But Cas starts doing things behind Deans back, and it's having a bad effect on him. And the tables turn. Can Dean save Cas and keep him alive any longer?

P.S. It's Going to Be Okay by GrimReapersNuisance

It started with demon blood. Things have only gone downhill from there. Now Sam is admitted into a drug abuse treatment center where he will have to navigate the demons of his past and the trauma that ensues from being forcibly admitted. Meanwhile Dean, Bobby, and Cas have their own battles to fight being on the outside of Sam's recovery. TW: Mentions of drug use/abuse, implied suicidal thoughts, references to suicide, mental breakdown, forcible hospitalization, forcible treatment center admission Please take care before, during, and after reading!

quit-reset-try again {destiel} by xawannabex

"have you tried turning it off and on again?" Cas and Dean. Dean and Cas. You would never see one without the other. The Winchester boys had lived next door to Novaks for as long as anyone in the sleepy little town could remember. Cas and Dean were always best friends, joined at the hip was an understatement. It wasn't until they got into high school, they finally acted upon their feelings of intense love for each other. Inseparable, utterly, stupidly and madly in love. They were both shattered, but their broken edges fit together perfectly. Both suffering from abusive households, both with a brother that they'd die for. Meant for each other. Until that fateful day, when Cas woke up on their 2 and 1/2 year anniversary, after the best night of his life, and found Dean gone, no note, and his place on the bed cold. Our story takes place 6 years later, when the Winchesters are back in town for college, and the Novaks never left. It's time for this sleepy town to be reawakened. Dean and Cas are 23, Sam is 22, Gabe is 24 Deans also more like his early season self, y'know when he was still vaguely in touch with his emotions (PSA: Trigger warnings will be at the top of each chapter if needed, stay safe my silver nuggets. Please. Nothing graphic, just description from what my personal experience with all of it has been. Also, time is a weird thing in this book, it doesn't quite make sense. The later chapters are better, but isn't that the thing with all first fics?) all characters right to CW

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Officer Dean Winchester stepped in the footsteps of his Father and is damn good in his Job. He is the Officer which Sioux Falls in South Dakota needed and he is doing pretty well on his way to become a Chief like his Father Robert. But there is something bothering the young man. On his first years after the police academy, he bumped into a situation where another man needed his help. It happened that this man paid him tons of money to show how thankful he is and Dean couldn't make it to give him the money back, because he disappeared as fast as he appeared. He couldn't forget this night, the messy raven hair or this blue eyes. Will he ever see him again? Who is he? What is he?... [The characters who are mentioned are the characters of the CW Show Supernatural - The story is invented and made up by myself. Single cases are inspired by the American crime-comedy-drama television series, aired on ABC, Castle. Have fun]