My Public Journal: A Rant Anthology
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Last published Sun, Mar 24, 2024
It's a bad decision to publicize something that should be very personal. But I can't take this anymore. I have to get this out somewhere.
DISCLAIMER: It is expected that this will contain lots of negativity, please don't read it so it will not affect your mood. Don't leave advice or words of empathy, I'm sick of them.
I'm warning you: Don't be influenced, don't react, don't comment. It would be best if you don't read this.
TRIGGER WARNING: Contains mentions of suicide and self-harm. Very negative content.
I, by no means, romanticize or glorify suicide, mental illness, self-harm, and this negative content.
If you are experiencing depression or thoughts of suicide and self-harm, please get help.
National Center for Mental Health Crisis Hotline 0966-351-4518
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I'm warning you: Don't be influenced, don't react, don't comment. It would be best if you don't read this. As the title said a rant anthology.
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