What is the picture you have of yourself? Everyone has an image of themselves; some keep that picture very private but everyone has one. Can you imagine any circumstance in which you might kill? And if you could, would that necessarily make you a bad person?
This is a story of tragedy, friendship, loyalty and enduring devotion; devastating treachery, betrayal, and murder most foul. Propelled by circumstance, John Farrell has to be 'ready for anything'(Utrinque Paratus) as he is taken on a rollercoaster journey from his coalmining community origins in County Durham to Aldershot, the home of the British army, and to war torn Belfast; from London to the poverty ridden streets of Mexico City; from inside the infamous Wormwood Scrubs, to the South of France, to Glasgow, the Scottish Highlands, Berlin and Bangkok. Along the way, influenced by the evil men do, inadvertently it seems, John kills: in desperation, in fear, in anger, in ignorance accidentally. Does that make John Farrell a bad person? You decide! Orphan, boxer, soldier, convict, writer, fighter, loyal friend, protector, loving family man and killer. Killing is something not only evil men do.
This is the story of one man's love for his family and the lengths he is prepared to go to safeguard that family. It is about hope, courage and human endurance in the face of adversity. Readers who enjoy a good thriller will love this compelling, character driven, gritty tale, and be able to relate to and empathise with its thoroughly believable if, by necessity, sometimes violent hero.
Indifferent to the rest of her population, orphan Lovely Blackwell, bears not one trace of the 30 Year fallout that mares the skin and bones of her society. With the intentions of a wealthy survival family, Lovely is thrown into a political arranged marriage. Family is something Lovely has never experienced before but at the Owen Family Manor, love looks a little different. Behind the masks and layers hiding away disfiguration, are a family greedy of Lovely's unmarked skin and her ability to heal despite the cut of the sharpest blade. Caught within a dangerous family, an unknown society and deception, Lovely puts her limited trust in the grasp of the family's farm hand, Quinn whose rugged looks match his dark personality. Can Lovely trust anyone in this Dystopian world scared of the tiniest scratch, hiding in big ballrooms behind characterized masks and protective actions. Will Lovely become the fixation of the Owens family fallout free fantasy, will she suffocate under her new family's expectations, will she be found a target by others who are marred by the 30 Year fallout, will her husband be friend or foe, or will she make her own way into her life. Read and find out.