Y/N decides to go to collage and excited to meet her roommate. Until she gets there. There she was. The girl that bullied her every year. Billie Eilish. However Y/N is hiding a big secret. After being raped at a party, Y/N became pregnant with her daughter, after not being able to give her up 17 year old Y/N decides to bring Halley up by herself. After missing a year of school to raise the baby, Y/N makes a decision to move out from her mother and go to college. ⚠️gxg⚠️ (This book will include: rape, self harm,) (This book will also include: lots of smut)