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Kalkulus

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ternyata feelingku benar. semuanya memang berubah. entah ini karna kesibukan kami, atau memang dia mau pergi.

rasanya sakit kali pas tau dia kesulitan karena aku. aku bingung mau gimana.
kalau aku merengek memintanya untuk stay, bukannya terlalu egois dan hanya memikirkan kebahagiaanku? sedangkan kebahagiaannya adalah tanpaku.

aku sama dia 5tahun, jadi aku tau ga gampang juga menggantikannya, setoxic apapun hubungan kami.All Rights Reserved

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