SECRET TRAUMA || 18+ ✔️
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Ongoing, First published Mar 08, 2024
Mature
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"I LOVE YOU." I said as the rain soaked through my clothes but I didn't care. My heart pounding louder than the thunder rumbling above us. I took a breath, my voice, shaky, but determined.

"I loved you since the day I found you in that dark horrific alley... wounded" I smiled eager to hear the words I long for. He looked away, his jaw clenched. For a moment, all I could hear was the sound of rain hitting the pavement. Then, he finally spoke, his voice barely louder than a whisper. 

"Don't" His honey brown eyes meet mine, as I hear the coldness in his voice. "What..." I responded as my tears began to form, but still had a smile on my face. 

"Camilla.. you want to save people's life and make a difference in the world.. while I do the opposite I am not what you need if you want to succeed in that dream.." 

And just like that, my heart broke... again. I stood there in the downpour, watching him walk away, feeling the cold seep in.

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CAMILLIA ISABEL RAMÍREZ dreams of becoming a nurse to help others, but her life is turned upside down after her grandmother's murder. Her estrange brother, who left after a heated argument years ago, returns to the funeral, now mysteriously wealthy. As Camilla takes on the responsibility of caring for her rebellious, younger sister, she uncovers dark secrets to about her brother and his friends. At the same, she finds herself drawn to a single father and tries to earn his trust, unaware of the deeper connection between him, and her brother, dangerous world. All the while, she is hunted by the trauma of witnessing her parents tragic death in an explosion.

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"Mess with my loved ones, and you're not just facing me-you're stirring the storm of a whole family." - Secret trauma

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