SECRET TRAUMA || 18+ ✔️
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Ongoing, First published Mar 08, 2024
Mature
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"I LOVE YOU." I said as the rain soaked through my clothes but I didn't care. My heart pounding louder than the thunder rumbling above us. I took a breath, my voice, shaky, but determined.

"I loved you since the day I found you in that dark horrific alley... wounded" I smiled eager to hear the words I long for. He looked away, his jaw clenched. For a moment, all I could hear was the sound of rain hitting the pavement. Then, he finally spoke, his voice barely louder than a whisper. 

"Don't" His honey brown eyes meet mine, as I hear the coldness in his voice. "What..." I responded as my tears began to form, but still had a smile on my face. 

"Camilla.. you want to save people's life and make a difference in the world.. while I do the opposite I am not what you need if you want to succeed in that dream.." 

And just like that, my heart broke... again. I stood there in the downpour, watching him walk away, feeling the cold seep in.

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CAMILLIA ISABEL RAMÍREZ dreams of becoming a nurse to help others, but her life is turned upside down after her grandmother's murder. Her estrange brother, who left after a heated argument years ago, returns to the funeral, now mysteriously wealthy. As Camilla takes on the responsibility of caring for her rebellious, younger sister, she uncovers dark secrets to about her brother and his friends. At the same, she finds herself drawn to a single father and tries to earn his trust, unaware of the deeper connection between him, and her brother, dangerous world. All the while, she is hunted by the trauma of witnessing her parents tragic death in an explosion.

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"Mess with my loved ones, and you're not just facing me-you're stirring the storm of a whole family." - Secret trauma

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Reaper's War (Creed MC Book 1)

35 parts Complete Mature

Have you ever been in love with your best friend? Well, I certainly have. I'm the girl from the wrong side of the tracks. The girl who is an illegitimate child. The girl who is a bastard child. In other words, my mom was a club bunny. The girl who could be anyone's child. When I was just a few months old, she left her old life and started a new one in a new town. My mother met an incredible man. A biker. He had his own son who was a little over a year old. We grew up like siblings. He was my father in my eyes. Events happened that made me leave town at 17. I never thought I would come back to this town after I left almost 6 years ago. But, here I am with my almost 5 year old daughter and son. I thought I could hide the truth. I thought he would never find out. But, hey! When you're in a small town, people talk. And so they did. My son is a spitting image of their father. So, when he came barging through my bar and walking out the back door towards my house. I couldn't hide it anymore. Our children were out in the yard playing for fuck's sake. "Is it true?" "Is what true?" "They're mine aren't they?" "I don't know what you're talking about." "He fucking looks like me McKenzie!" "I..." Tears began to fall from my eyes like the raining falling out the sky. There's no point in lying and trying to hide it anymore. "Were you ever going to tell me?" "No." He turned on his heels and stormed off towards his Harley FXDR 114. He never looked back. And I never blamed him. How could I? I destroyed the man I loved since we were children once again. I slumped to the ground in defeat. Tears falling freely down my face. I felt little hands wipe my tears on my stained cheeks. "It's okay mommy. I caught your raindrops." Started: 9/21/22 Finished: 12/1/22 Edited: 5/21/23-5/22/23

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