Loved You First

Friends? Friends with benefits? Boyfriend and Girlfriend maybe? Ha! Like I had a chance! He was thee Niall Horan, if anything he was horny and I was the first girl he saw. Yeah, that's probably what happened. I'm so lost in my own theories about what happened that I didn't hear what he said. But something tells me it starts with 'I' and ends with ' have to leave' because next thing I know he's headed for the door. " Wait!" I say. He stops in his tracks. I get up and walk towards him. I stand next to him a decent about of space between us. He looks at me knowingly. "I just it's just that- I'm" I stutter. He laughs. Wait what? What's he laughing at? He's laughing at me! I'm stuck in my own confusion that I almost jump when his hand touches my waist railing me into him. I look down at his hand. I stop sputtering, my whole body trying to process his touch. " Your hands are on my waist" I say dumbly looking down at his hands.' well no shit' I think. Now I'm laughing at myself! This is just sad. " Uhuh" he chuckles. " If you don't stop me I will have to kiss you" he says getting closer. " it's just that- well I" I'm lost in my own words again when he shuts me up with a kiss. He pulls back teasingly, already on my way to cardiac arrest.