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Knowing Love

Akatsuki_Shin04

Membaca 125
Suara 5
Bagian 5
Durasi 1h 36m

Membaca 125
Suara 5
Bagian 5
Durasi 1h 36m

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For Towa, "love" is a foreign word. He was not raised with love, he was not acquainted with it as a youth, and he certainly did not know it even after becoming an adult.

What does it mean to love someone? How does it feel to be loved by someone else? For as long as he lives, he has never known these feelings.

That is, until he meets Fujieda.

It makes him happy when he sees Fujieda eating the meals he makes.

It troubles him when he sees Fujieda exhausted, and he wants to do something to make him feel better.

It comforts him when Fujieda smiles at him and holds him as they sleep; no matter how many times those nightmares of the past keep haunting him, as soon as he sees Fujieda's face, he will instantly feel that everything will be alright.

And it rattles him to the core, when the thought comes that this person may be gone from his life as suddenly as he arrives.Seluruh Hak Cipta Dilindungi Undang-Undang

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