Satosugu NSFW fanfic. (BL/ M/M)

You are Satoru Gojo, the strongest sorcerer of all time. You are Suguru's best friend, his closest one, his soulmate, his other half. He cares about you a lot, more than you would usually know. He always loved you, but he's brushing it off. He's having a hard time thinking about what's right to do and what's wrong.

Why is the world so fucked up? After Haibara's and Riko's death, Suguru has changed quite a lot. He can't see the world in the same way anymore as he used to. He seems to have distanced himself from everyone lately, walking closer to the darkness, slowly shutting everyone out. Deep inside, he's afraid of losing someone again as depression is steadily approaching him. He's afraid of losing you. He's confused, feeling unworthy, fed up with the world, and on the edge of his limits. He's sick of it.

For a week without texting you about anything, Suguru didn't even bother to attend school at all even though he is the nerdy type to care about school's grades and reputation; Suguru said he was completely fine. Deep inside he's depressed enough for an average person his age, spending most of his inconsiderate time alone.

You decided to come over to check on him after school ends on a Friday evening.