Devoir Or Desire

Devoir Or Desire

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Last published Thu, Mar 14, 2024

18andup 18plus crazymofos crime cursing

Are you here by virtue of requital or lust? Why do you dare seek out to me? How do I trust you? Every being has two faces or more. Sincerity? Affection? Love?

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