INTO THE INFERNO
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MatureOngoing23m
Last published Tue, Mar 19, 2024
Dans l'enfer...
Dans mon enfer...
Dans son enfer...
Je me suis toujours posé une seul et unique question : pourquoi moi ? Et pourquoi pas les autres ?
Pourquoi mes parents me traitent comme une poupée et non leurs enfants ?
Pourquoi aucun garçons ne s'intéresse à moi ?
Pourquoi je suis toujours celle qui est mise de côté ?
En vingt ans d'existence cette question est l'objet de cette torture, ma torture.
Pourquoi suis-je comme ça ?
Pourquoi je n'ai aucun regret ?
Comment j'ai pu tuer quelqu'un à l'âge de 13 ans ?
Pourquoi je ne culpabilise toujours pas ?
"Arrête de te posé cette question,mon coeur"
"Tu va vous coulé tout les deux"
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