How can I even start? He's not someone I'd ever expect myself falling for. But since the beginning when I first laid my eyes on him, it's like lava fire rising in a volcano ready to explode. It shouldn't be this way, but he intoxicates me. I fantasize about him daily, most days I can forget about him but then he will cloud my mind again. He's married, and to think that would keep me away from craving his embrace, his touch, his gaze. Well if you read this entire intro you must be just as messed up or a little obsessed with someone yourself enough to relate to my story. If so please stick around and find out the rest of my deepest darkest thoughts.