It's all about the weight. (A book close to reality)

Fetish story! Don't like it don't read it

this story is quite a personal one.
I'll be talking about the things that made me realize I have a fat fetish, about what attracts me the most and things I experienced through the years
I'm writing this to see if some people relate but also to see, if there's somebody who understands me and with whom I can actually talk about those topics since so far, this person isn't existing in my life, which is why I decided to start posting here

so don't be shy to comment, this is supposed to be a safe space

and if you're mean or have different opinions to express in unacceptable ways, shut it and move on, I'm not interested in any judgement or intolerance