uncontrollable urges | joongdunk
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With an ever modernising world, there are quite a few places that often fall short in comparison to the changes that the general majority make for themselves. It came down to their attributes of being stubborn, strict and adamant. Stubborn when not wanting to change. Strict with how they had been taught and how they were currently teaching their children. Adamant on keeping conservative politics and a very solid hierarchy of alphas, then betas and finally omegas.
As luck would have it, Dunk Natachai Boonprasert delt with this for many years. Having to change who he was out of fear of those finding out what his true sexuality was. Believing what he was taught to believe out of fear of being punished. Bullying others that didn't align with the norm out of his own internal fears that if he seemed okay with it everyone would find out.
He had a mantra that he told himself, which was, "It's not okay to think this, these are just my uncontrollable urges." With frequent nightmares, that is what got him to sleep every night until he had a much warmer body clinging to him or himself clinging to the warm body, but that took quite a lot of time. Years of disagreements and arguments over opinion and not a single ounce of pack skin ship until he confessed everything to them all.
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