Fallen Heart let me Fade, "I do not know what precisely occurred that day, it just occurred so fast that I do not even consider what came about precisely, I should most effective see how step by step we stopped being close, it harm, I felt it even in my heart, it changed into like a knife was caught in me. the heart was drowning in tears, crying and screaming turned into what came out of my mouth, I had lost you. I could not save you, that's what hurts the most, I could not save you before the sort of element came about to you, forgive me, my love, for now not being able to save your existence. If before I tried to dedicate suicide pretty frequently, now I want to do it right now, i am sure I might not fail once more, it might not show up, we are going to die together. For eternity"
─── dazai osamu x fem.reader
translation from my spanish-written oneshot.
Yeah, I woke up and chose pain.
Chuuya Nakahara wasn't what he seemed. Manipulating gravity hurt, and corruption slowly tore apart. He drowned himself in anything that would dull his mind, even for a few moments.
Osamu Dazai didn't know if living was worth it some days. He was ready to die, he knew that when it came he would go and not have wished for more time.
They were alone.
Or so they thought.
(This really isn't canon compliant. It kind of is, but has very little to do with the actual plot of BSD and other characters. This is my first Soukoku story, and is going to be rather short.)
(THERE WILL BE TALK OF SUICIDE AND ATTEMPTS ALONG WITH DEPRESSION, ADDICTION, AND PTSD.)
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