Mental Math
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[AU] Julien Baker x (Fem) O.C. Fic.
***Major story TRIGGER WARNINGS: Self-Harm, Suicide, Substance Use, Sexual Assault, Violence, Homophobia, etc... (in depth warnings will be presented at the beginning of each chapter.)***
Lilia had attempted to end her life for the first time, back in January. Let's fast forward to May, after going through many hospitals, psych wards, therapies--she is finally ready to enter the last step of her recovery: Partial Hospitalization. In this program, she'll prepare herself for returning back to a normal lifestyle and hopefully come out stronger than ever. But, what happens when she meets the lowkey-rockstar Julien Baker in her group? First, don't get too excited--Lilia has a high-school sweetheart boyfriend of six years... but is he really satisfying her and her needs?
And shouldn't she be putting her recovery in front of her relationships?
It's a confusing time for Lilia, and Julien is NOT making it any easier... c'mon, use those learned coping skills!
[Do not expect this story to be professionally written. Expect writing mistakes, as I only write for fun and to fuel my fellow jb-obsessed girls, gays, and theys!]
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