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It All Started With Him

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Time 1h 39m

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"I believe he was an addict to numb the pain and for someone to care. To him I was that person" - Christian 

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After a relapse; Christian Day puts together everything he should have said. Every I love you. I miss you. Every thought of his and Luke Montgomery's first kiss to a steamy make-out session. 

Now, if he can fit in every effort to avoid rehab, this story might be the hardest thing he has ever done since telling Luke exactly how he felt to begin with.All Rights Reserved

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A Touching Of Lips (BoyxBoy) by mossfordgreen

Why does life come with so many different possible answers to the same question? Which answer is the correct one and how do you know for sure? Finding your true self, amid all the decisions you're forced to make in growing up, is quite a battle, isn't it? I was doing okay. Really I was. Then I literally bumped into him and that was it. That was when everything changed. My life took a new turn and became an exciting adventure. I found myself swept along in a sea of change that I either had to swim along with, or sink and drown. It was a no brainer to swim but fully embracing the changes to the way I thought and felt was quite a journey. This is my story.

Unwanted (BoyxBoy) ~Completed~ by xXPsychodicPandaXx

(WARNING!: DEPRESSING CONTENT, POORLY WRITTEN: READ AT YOUR OWN RISK) "I deserve just as much pain as she gives me." He said fully meaning it and crushing my heart all at once. "No you don't. You are just a broken person both inside and out and all you need is to be fixed. When you're fixed there is nothing but beauty deep in you." I told him truthfully as he looked into my eyes with his shining with tears. In that moment all I could do was feel my heart break for this beautiful boy. But something else was there and it was that I cared for him too. I was starting to fall for Andy. Before I could comprehend what was happening, I slowly leaned towards him and gave him a gentle kiss on his lips. It only lasted a couple of seconds, but it was enough to tell him that he wasn't alone. That he had me and together we could get through this. . *Attention:THIS STORY IS VERY VERY POORLY WRITTEN!!!!!! VERY VERY BAD!!!!!!!! It's gotten more popular than I thought it would be and for that I'm embarrassed because it's not my best work. You're free to be however critical you want to be on this<3

SHIVERS: Don't tell your mother (Book One) by Akemi_daichi

he was my first kiss he was my first love he was my everything he was my Dr. Asshole

Wouldn't Dream Of It by icuddlecas

It was hard hating someone so much you start to obsess over them. Then again, it really was a small line between love and hate. Jason: I knew he saw me. His blue eyes wide and lips parted. So fucking beautiful. I was supposed to hate him, but the second I saw the unmistakable lust in his gaze, I was gone. Charlie: Out of all the things I had expected to come across in my life, Jason Pierce getting head wasn't one of them. That would've been totally normal at a Highschool party if it wasn't for the fact that it was from a guy. Shit.

Transcendent Thirst by YOLOwriting101

"What I was going to say was selfish..." He mumbled. I edge closer to him until my hand slowly cradled his cheek. Tilting his head up to look at me. "Please let me know what it was." I beg him pathetically. He begins to chew his lip and that's when I knew he was nervous. Nervous about what? I'm not exactly sure. "With everything I said...I was going to say at the same time...never...leave me." He confessed painfully almost. That's when I lost all sense of control and pressed my lips onto his. Kissing him with all my strength and all the built up desire that's accumulated. I continued to kiss him until at some point my tongue made it's way into his mouth. Tasting a sweet flavor that I've never encountered. As I got deeper in the kissing I feel myself fly back into a tree. Slammed against it that I felt myself lose my breath. Trying to catch it, I look up at Achille. His eyes were now a crimson red that intrigued me. He shook his head and suddenly he was gone in a blur. Confused, I stood as I had to pop my back from the hard hit into the tree. Looking in the direction Achille ran off, I knew I couldn't see him because it'd be a blur. Always thought it was fascinating how when he runs you can't see it. Being a vampire must be...fascinating. Yet he makes it out to be hell. I can't understand that kind of complicity of being a vampire and the issues. I get it, they drink blood. Though there's multiple things beside humans that offer blood! He acts like it's so horrific. I would love to know what it felt like for a day. Just one day...

It Started as a Deal by ABigPJFan

"I really wanna kiss you." "Then kiss me." He does. His lips push against mine in a desperate way. I kiss back with just as much vigor. I let my mind wander, I let myself believe that whatever we have is real. This has to be my biggest mistake at the end of all of this. Cooper McCain has had a crush on Thomas Williams for years. To win him over his best friend Carson Willis suggests a deal. They fake date to make him jealous. Along the way Cooper catches feelings for Carson and loses them for Thomas, but the problem is Carson is already gone. A\n: Hi I'm a loser sonofabitch who doesn't know how to write haha. TW: Strong Language, mentions of sexuality, underage drinking, mentions of drug use.

I SEE YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL THE SERIES BOOK 1: FIRST LOVE by SORENDIAGLE

All my life, no one ever made me happy, no one ever seemed perfect enough for me to die for, no one looked more handsome than him and there is no one I was willing to give up everything for like him I dearly loved and cherished him more than anything else, he had the most handsome brown eyes and the best physique, leaving all that aside, I knew his heart, he was my first everything, my first date, my first kiss and my first love, my joy and comfort, all of it, he was the one. Based on a true story

The Kiss We Shared (Books 1&2) by propertyofblueface

We weren't sure if this was love or not. But, the kiss we shared was something I never felt before in my entire life... Something I never felt with him. Xavier was a a nerdy, gay sophomore in High School. He's not that social with a lot of people, except his siblings. He doesn't love his dad and has always hated him. All Xavier wants in life is for a guy to share his love with. That guy was Romeo... his High School crush. Romeo is the school's best football player. His team the Raw Dawgs is nothing without Romeo. Romeo doesn't know about his own sexuality... until he met Xavier. With a loving and supportive family, Romeo's main goal was to get with the school's smartest kid.

A Kiss From You, And I Knew We Belonged Together by i_liek_chezbrgrz

It all began with the summer of 2017. Caleb tried so hard to get the love of his life, but it wouldn't be easy. Because Brian, was as straight as they come. Then one night he did something he would regret. Brian would never speak to him after what he did.....or would he. He woke up for his first day ever of high school thinking, avoid Brian at all costs. But little did he know, Brian felt exactly the same. No one wanted Caleb as much as Brian did.

Second Chance With You by hiro-san96

All during Christians high school years he was bullied by Chase. The strange thing was; was that Christian loved Chase. Christian heard of Chase's home life and how it wasn't the best so he understood. What he didn't understand was why Chase chose him? A wall flower, unnoticed by everyone. Christian was a victim of cancer but never told anyone but his two best friends. He was bald and frail looking and apparently that was why Chase bullied him. Skip to four years later. Christian was a well known tattoo artist and bartender and was cancer free. Chase owned his own business and was a better person now that he was away from his home. Chase runs into Christian at the bar where he works and all the memories and feelings he held in comes rushing back to him. All he wants is a second chance. A chance to prove that he wants him. And that for years Chase loved Christian as well.

$A Kiss Is Still A Kiss {bxb} by Sayless_lena$

This is the second book to "A Kiss Is Just A Kiss." Please read the first book. "There's nothing you can say to me that will change how I feel about what you did, Ethan." "What you saw that night meant nothing to me, okay," Ethan started. I found myself staring at him unsure of what to say. I didn't want to believe him this easily but I know who he is. "The Ethan that I know loves to tease. The Ethan that I know doesn't have stable relationships anymore. The Ethan that I know does one-night stands because he's afraid to fall in love again and get hurt." "I just don't want to lose you." "You already did."

Free Fall by underthemoment

Immediately after Luke Montgomery and Christian Day are partnered up in physics class, there is a chemical reaction, as Luke finds himself seeking to improve his grades and push forward in his senior year. What he didn't expect was how quickly he'd start to find himself attracted to Christian. As they spend more time together, Luke begins to realize that his feelings for Christian are more than just admiration. He starts to understand that he has developed a romantic attraction towards him, something that he never expected or thought possible.

Don't Call Me Crazy (boyxboy) by A_R_Rockettt

Sanity and happiness are an impossible combination. "You have no emotions, you don't feel, you don't empathize......and you don't love," he told me, his anger turning into sadness. "Your right," I replied with an empty smile. "And the worst part.....is that I can't help but love you." he said before pushing past me. Cameron Silverstone was never ordinary. He was popular but never liked. He's an outcast to put it lightly. Everyone suspects there's something wrong with him, but they have no idea. People often think he's heartless and doesn't care, and their right. His heart is anything other than warm. The day Joshua took a picture of him, is a day neither of them will ever forget.

Sunset Love by _FizzyIzz_

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I love everything about you by Cyrah2311

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Dear Caleb by Twoony

Caleb never thought he'd receive a confession, let alone two in the same day. Now it's time to face his own feelings unless he wishes to lose someone who is closer to him than he originally thought.

Found (BxB) by itsflaviaramos

Ethan Hales always knew that he liked boys, but he soon discovered that he couldn't do anything about it. So he accepted that his life was destined to be lonely and miserable. He pushed himself deeper and deeper into himself, until he couldn't find any more joy within him. He never imagined that someone could change his outlook on life. Until he found a boy in the middle of the football field. His violet eyes, black hair and beautiful smile were enough to make his heart turn. Kaden Prince. Apparently perfect, but something seems to haunt him. Kaden can make Ethan find himself, but will Kaden be found as well?

Levels [boyxboy] by KBbumble

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Till Last Year? by martinmidnight13

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A Touching Of Lips (BoyxBoy)

Why does life come with so many different possible answers to the same question? Which answer is the correct one and how do you know for sure? Finding your true self, amid all the decisions you're forced to make in growing up, is quite a battle, isn't it? I was doing okay. Really I was. Then I literally bumped into him and that was it. That was when everything changed. My life took a new turn and became an exciting adventure. I found myself swept along in a sea of change that I either had to swim along with, or sink and drown. It was a no brainer to swim but fully embracing the changes to the way I thought and felt was quite a journey. This is my story.