My Story.
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Last published Fri, Apr 10, 2015
"Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday dear Kayla. Happy Birthday too you!
I smiled so big as my family and friends sang happy birthday and I looked at my lovely cake. today was my day,all about me. I wasn't the blame, I wasn't called names or felt like nothing. but than again that was 3 years ago.
I'm 15 years old now.
Sitting on my bathroom floor wondering were did I go wrong.
why am I always the blame? why do I feel empty? will I ever be loved again?
my hope has ran out, tears pouring down my cheeks. staying as silent as I can not wanting anyone to see me like this.
not wanting my dysfunctional family to see me like this. But they are the cause they are the reason I feel like I should give up and Die.
stay strong Kayla. I whisper to myself, Stay Strong.
Kayla fights to stay strong and not me haunted by her horrible past.
But will Cole be able to help her through it? Or just destroy her even more.
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