Once My Beloved #wattys2017 mxm

I ran my nose along the length of his neck, almost tasting his delicious blood. My fangs itched to pierce his smooth skin. 'You smell fuking delicious, Ekon'.

He gave me space to explore his neck even more and I smelled it.

An extra faint scent on his original one. I stopped what I was doing, breaking from my trance and looked at him in the eyes portraying my own pain in mine. I couldn't believe it and I wanted his confirmation that all the thoughts running in my head were wrong.

But his eyes just displayed immense guilt, shame and regret laced with unshed tears, confirming all the dark thoughts in my mind.

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I used to be happy and carefree. I used to be the one running free.
I used to see the good in everyone and ignore the bad, thinking that it could be fixed. I used to be alot of things that I'm not today.

After years of abuse on the hands of my coven mates specially my supposed beloved. I turned numb in the emotions area. I was 10 when it all started and it kept going on for another 10 years, due to a mild misunderstanding that no one thinks is important enough to be corrected. All because I was compelled by my dearest coven leader to not utter a single word. So my great disaster happened. And my name: Theodore Millviele, became everyone's nightmare.

Ekon Etan Ezekiel. Son of the great coven leader Emory Ezekiel and heir of the darkest and most ruthless coven, The black blood coven. The moment he knew who his beloved is, he treated him with the most disgusting way ever. A way no beloved or mate should be treated with whatever their sin is. But that was his greatest mistake and regret specially after he found out what his dear beloved had come to be.

WARNING!!! This is a dark romance novel that contains harsh actions, abuse, curse words, male on male action, slight bdsm and maybe some triggering actions that might disturb some of you. So if you're not up to this heavy book then don't start it.