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*ON HOLD* Before It Gets Better The Darkness Gets Bigger boyxboy

sadgirlsdoitwell

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Reads 1,908
Votes 161
Parts 18
Time 1h 7m

sadgirlsdoitwell

amazingphil danhowell danisnotonfire phanfiction phil phillester phần selfharm

Dan has been fighting depression for so long he feels he may never recover. Can Phil change his mind?


Possible Triggers (so far)

Self Harm
Depression
Suicidal Thoughts
Drinking

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10:05 ~ Phan Highschool AU by sixxdaysofmylife

Phil is bullied by everyone, or so he thinks. Other fandoms in this fan fiction: fall out boy, muse... trigger warnings: depression, suicidal thoughts/ actions, self harm, bulimia, anorexia

Save Me // A Phanfic by Makeira_Chan

Dan is depressed and suicidal. One night when he makes another attempt in his life he meets a man named Phil, who seems to have a lot of secrets. Can Dan trust him? Will Phil be able to help him? What could Phil be hiding?

Loosing her {phan X reader} by amyphanfic

"Depression is like a war, you either win or you die trying' Trigger warning

Hopeless (Dan Howell X Reader) by scocophilia

"I'm sorry," he began, stepping forward "I couldn't say this over the phone. I couldn't. I just... I was so happy!" Your face fell, you were sitting here, dreading everything you had ever done, and he was happy. "When you told me, my heart stopped, I - I couldn't speak... I love you (Name.) and I couldn't tell you that, without wanting to touch you, to hold you, to make you mine, and just... just look at you." He sighed, his cheeks beet red, your own matching him style. TRIGGER WARNING TRIGGER WARNING PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED, WILL HATE, OR ARE SENSTIVE TO TOPICS INVOLVING DEPRESSION/ANXIETY #2 Dan #10 YOUTUBE

Wildflower | Phan by lonelyprayers

Dan is a struggling alcoholic who doesn't know which way to go, will Phil point him in the right direction?

The Lion and the Llama (Phanfiction) by danosaurxx

*TRIGGER WARNING* Dan and Phil start having feelings for each other, but after one of Dan's nightmares causing him wanting Phil to sleep with him the rest of the night, things start spiraling out of control. (Phan, self harm, swearing etc etc etc) Ok, I'm terrible at descriptions, but if you wanna know what actually happens read on :))) -A xx

Never forget me... by killingtimeanddreams

Dan has been missing for 2 years and Phil is slowly going crazy without him. When Dan finally returns home bruised, hurt, and broken they both realise they cant live without each other for long. Back from the kidnapping Dan suffers from depression and is struggling to live with the constant horrifying memories that haunt his life. Phil tries his hardest to help but will it be enough to save them both? trigger warning: contains self-harm and depressing thoughts. DO NOT READ if you are likely to get hurt by these things. I do not promote self harm or anything like this and I really hope that if you do these things talk to people about it. please. Anyways hope you enjoy my first phanfiction. I apologise if its bad but just a heads up if you hate it :) x

I'm trying o.k? by Sunnies4Shade

Dan is highly depressed and falls for Phil, his best friend who tries to help him out of his self destructive path. Trigger warning -mention of self harm, death, eating disorders, alcoholism. Some personal views about these issues are expressed so I'm sorry if you don't agree with them but hey that's why I said "personal".

You're Driving Me Mental - Phan by dil-finds-phan

Phil is the new patient at an adolescent mental health unit. A young Dan is told to keep an eye on him but apparently, not caring causing things to go down hill. Will Phil get better, for Dan, as well as himself? ~ COMPLETE ~ BOOK ONE ~

The Unknown. Phan AU by AllTimePhan73

Dan hated his life and that wasn't even an understatement. Each day he wished he had never woken up as he was tormented by those who were meant to love him. Just because they were meant to love him doesn't mean they did. He was suffering and was so close to giving up. Then he met Phil. Phil changed everything. TW: Abuse (both physical and emotional), depression, self harm, kind of a suicide attempt although the person doesn't get very far with it, Dan's kind of mute COVER CREDIT TO @DOODLE5SOS

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10:05 ~ Phan Highschool AU cover

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Loosing her {phan X reader} cover

Hopeless (Dan Howell X Reader) cover

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The Lion and the Llama (Phanfiction) cover

Never forget me... cover

I'm trying o.k? cover

You're Driving Me Mental - Phan cover

The Unknown. Phan AU cover

10:05 ~ Phan Highschool AU

Phil is bullied by everyone, or so he thinks. Other fandoms in this fan fiction: fall out boy, muse... trigger warnings: depression, suicidal thoughts/ actions, self harm, bulimia, anorexia