You made me hate myself, before I even knew who I was

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• This is pure fan fiction • This story was published to spread love • This story was made just to entertain myself • This story was made by my delusional younger self

When the only thing you wanted to hear, after all the pain suddenly becomes the reason to make you so damn depressed again making you remember something happened and you just can't let go of the pain all you want is to cry so damn hard and just share your every burden with the person from where it started. But then you stop and walk past him as if its alright because you know he won't understand. And that is the last thing on the earth to cry in front of him and he would never hold you back ,wipe your tears and tell you that its all gonna be alright which would never happen. So i wanna keep quite and go on as i have always done as if nothing happened. Damn! all i want is to get this freaking heart out of me and throw it away its all MY Fault .He do not need to feel guilty for that he do not need to say sorry for that after all I was the one who fall in and it will always be there...no matter how hard i try its just won't listen and it never had.

DISCLAIMER/WARNING!!! This story might serve or contains self-harm, suicide, cutting, explicit language. Please, if you are in the emotional/mental state, this may trigger your self, so I suggest not continuing this story. Please, understand, thank you. #YoureNotAlone Just because you care it doesn't mean you know everything when you barely even say my name. I once thought, we could be real, but it won't happen because there was never you in me.

WARNING: This contains matured scenes not suitable for very young audiences. Read at your own risk. R+18

WARNING: This story is not suitable for young readers. If you are below 18 years old, please don't proceed with the Prologue because this story contains explicit words that are not suitable for you guys. Thank you. Date created: September 1, 2014 Date finished: November 18, 2014