the gift of control
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  • Parts 5
  • Time 44m
Complete, First published Mar 16, 2024
Mature
Was on Ao3 but decided to add to Wattpad!

Ateş and Feraye have been married for 4 months but they haven't acknowledged their feelings for one another, but they do both want each other. Feraye has a dream that changes things forever for Ateş and Feraye.

These characters aren't mine and belong to their rightful owners, but this piece of writing is mine.

If you are a minor, please ignore and do not read. It does contain explicit content not meant for young eyes!

This idea came to me when he says he has to always be in control, what happens when he loses it or when he give it's over to Feraye?

ay ışığı means moonlight aka term of endearment used by Ateş in episode 4.

Please ignore my cringe and uh yeah...enjoy lol
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